I could do late summer, maybe with @annelorraine?

Wildchild 🫶

Where is your softness born from?

I high fived and proposed a happy dance to a German neurosurgeon - he had better moves than I expected!😎

I think the keys for that are a sustained sense of safety (socio-emotional, economic,etc) and re-regulating boundaries with myself and the world.
I am also curious to discover how I will love myself in that stage- without the epic highs, with loving the ordinary instead of pursuing the extraordinary

Today in therapy I was exploring “super daisy” - one of my trauma responses where I become a low key superhero and save myself.
While this has helped me a lot in the past and developed a strong sense of self and self reliance, I am curious about shaping my reality in a way where no hero’s are needed

Ohh shade!! Where are you going next? Let me know when you come again please :)

I am trying to set up life admin to be a freelancer, get a few surgeries and connect in more whole hearted sustainable ways with the city and it’s humans. Create and test workshops, play and use the electricity of the city to catalyse growth 🫶 (I’ll probably leave for winter haha)

In the days where I am slacking a lot I’ll just visualise and have an embodied day dream of where how I want things to be.
And then I take a deep breath, ask if what I am going will take me there or extend the time until that desire comes true.

Feeling FOMO towards the future I want is the best hack against procrastinating.

“If a seed remains
after the flower withers,
If nature grows greener,
after it burns,
so will I”

Adorn a poem that I wrote a long time ago but re-met today ❤️ may it bring beauty to you

I recently moved back to Berlin after being a nomad for the last year a half.
I left answering the crazy love call and return with the commitment to get my shit together - I had a taste of a future I desire and now the possibility to do the ground work for it -