this is probably one of the most normal things i could have said about my dream

i cannot guarantee that you will also see breasts in your sleep

apparently sleeping with a fever gives me dreams of beautiful breasts

hm... this is true... you are forgiven

how could you!!

i got a fever shortly after watching mike play RAD. i wonder if this is connected. are robots trying to kill mimi

Screencap that says "Robots kill people."

Screencap of a tank that just says FRIEND on it.

Screencap that says "It makes the world go 'round, money."

Screencap that says "But... Thermal cannon..."

My friend @amelielovelace.bsky.social asked me to play RAD for them, and it's my first time playing, and oh boy what a game.

imagine a ferret

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everything! i don't have many cooking skills at all HAHA but tonight i made tacos using impossible meat :D

local ferretthing is learning to cook

thank you for coming i finished my drawing :3 !!!!!!

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i'm existing for a small period of time
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#vtuber

trying to get myself back into drawing again... it hasn't really been easy. no new mimi art sadly, a lot of what i'm drawing is far more personal to me ;__;

survived my first month of living alone! yay! i also get to visit my cats for easter!!!!! bigger yay!

ate it. sorry.

also, you may have noticed that i also pulled away quite a bit socially. i'm really sorry about this 🙇‍♀️
i am still on a muscle relaxer that could double as a horse tranquilizer, so i'm mostly sleeping all day. please bug me as much as you wish. i will try to respond whenever i can!

i can't promise forever but i can say for sure that right now, i have no plans to stop being amelie completely!
thank you so much for being kind to me ;__;
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(cont) i will continue to be relatively inactive while i sort things out. my 3.0 is still of course in the works, and i plan to utilize them for as long as i possibly can once it's all completed.

(cont.) in general, i'm just trying to get a handle on my overall health while adjusting to life on my own. it's not easy, and i don't think it ever actually will be. but things are looking up and getting better. i'm very happy!

(cont.) HOWEVER! my life at home - growing up, and until now - was rough and a very large source of my mental health deteriorating. i am still in contact with my family, and i genuinely cannot live without their support.
currently, i'm focusing on easing into repairing my relationship with them.

(cont.) if you have been keeping up with my sparse posting, then you would already know that i moved out of my family home at the beginning of this month! the move was stressful for me and my first week here, my mental state was a complete wreck. i am doing much better now though!

there's a lot i could say and a lot that i want to say but don't necessarily feel safe to. however, i suppose it needs to be put out there that i am, in fact, on indefinite hiatus. or at least, indefinite semi-hiatus.

putting out a general statement about my activity going forward.
VERY BIG NOTE: I AM NOT GRADUATING NOR DO I INTEND TO.

it's confirmed that a lot of my current pain is sciatica. </3
i'm on a strong medication that helps with the pain but in turn it also knocks me out for most of the night and following day. if i don't respond to anyone in a timely manner i'm most likely asleep and will get back as soon as i can!

i promise i am still alive!!! trying to get used to my space still and settle in

z hi!!!!! i hope you have fun at the con<3

my tummy hurts and im nauseous but i will persevere

i have internet :)

no internet yet either but soon!