late night illustration stream....
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Posts by sulo π³οΈββ§οΈ
ππππ See you guys at smash !!!!!! i will be with @uwago55.bsky.social
Devastated to hear the entire Marvel Studiosβs Visual Development team has been let go. This was my old home but more importantly, the home of so many incredible artists and peers.
Absolutely heartbreaking π
Sending all my impacted peers my love and support. Please reach out if you need anything!
played the intervallo bokgak and thought about a certain line (in replies)
i think she would love the beach
#limbus #lcb03
anatomy practice turned celeste deadlock
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id like 2 welcome the 20 or so tfems that followed me in theast week specifically for deadlock. Thank you it means a lot
twas good to meet you, assumedly vyper on that game <3
#deadlock im becoming a celeste and silver artist .
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instagram post which reads: π³οΈββ§οΈ happy (late...) trans day of visibility! i am not very good with dates so i was not aware that march 31st was TDOV π regardless i am very happy to see and be seen by others. i talked a little bit about this in an earlier post, but i think that being trans is defined by a desire for (physical, social) change, rather than the uniquely transgender lows we experience. however that is mostly because i am very lucky not to experience much intensely /painful/ dysphoria. i hear from many of my friends that it's a debilitating feeling to experience: being unable to escape the prison of their own flesh. while i don't feel too pained about the body i have -- nor do i have much issue being accidentally identified as a woman -- i still feel very disconnected from it. i often find myself thinking "it'd be nice if (i could lose my chest / i was taller / my hair didn't grow out so fast / i had broader shoulders / i had bigger arms / i had thicker skin)". i also find myself thinking "i still like (the way my singing voice sounds / pretty jewellery / long skirts in the summer / my soft face / smooth skin)", which leaves me in this position where i don't wanna lose what i have to gain an idea of what i could be. for Me, i am ok with that compromise. i am only ok with it because beyond this cage of flesh and bone, i am happy to be seen and understood by people who are looking past my skin, loved for all my multitudes. i have mostly given up on trying to do much with my appearance (as of right now), but i am being fulfilled by my friendships and other trans works. they will make room in their homes for me to cry my trans tears. and they will make an effort to grow my trans smile in being known by them, my heart briefly escapes my body, and feverishly skips under a sky so brillantly blue that you'd never think i was capable of feeling sad. so thank you, my friends
erm additionally here's my super sappy caption. it's ridiculous how long it is so i will also put it in alt text
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happy (LATE.) trans day of visibility!
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so i'm thinking maybe my philosophy is more like. "judge a book by its cover, but read it anyways and let yourself be changed by it." being judgemental shouldn't stop anyone from wanting to learn more i thinkg.
-which is to say. if you're gonna judge someone or something, allow your assumptions to be wrong, or changed. i make assumptions all the time and regularly find myself incorrect. i don't fear being wrong about someone else, i fear never getting to know them,,
tiny thought. i often feel that the phrase "don't judge a book by its cover" becomes a bit hollow if you don't actually read the book and engage with its story..? i dont actually feel like theres anything wrong with making assumptions. it's how they're externalised that's important-
i'm playing deadlock!!!!!!!!!!
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I'M THE BEST!!!!!!!! #deadlock
I'M THE BEST!!!!!!!! #deadlock
i'm learning how to love this part of myself!! the childish one!!! the annoying one!!! the loud one!!!!....
#transart #art
been learning what it means to love art (my ability to send a message; be an angel) again
i completely lied actually
i want everyone 2 know that my page will largely become a deadlock fanart dump for like. The foreseeable future. its been like 3 weeks since i started and i already have an unfortunate 70 hours on this game : ) . it is horrific .
this game is breathing life into me. rem deadlock i love you #deadlock #deadlockfanart
Graves π
#deadlock #deadlockfanart
this too shall pass...
this song is now on youtube :)) youtu.be/dwYy5OFAXmU?...
wolves' teeth, rabbit's heart #art