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Beelzemon = Emoson
Bancholeomon = Leon
Varodurumon = New Zealand
Huckmon = Midz
Dorimon = Kuu
Motimon = Lukas

Either the translator gave me a LOT of grace or my ramble writing style found its niche audience lol.

Maybe this explains why Dostoyevsky is going so hard for me at the moment. We like those rambles!

So I write sometimes and shared some of my scribbles on various websites under various names.

Either way, a few of my fan-stories go hard, especially my character studies 😂. One of them even got a translation in Russian.

So I checked up on one and it was going stupid hard on a Russian site.

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Wh- WHA!! I'm considered a bit your oshi?! 🥺 Thank you!!/// I shall do my best!! You live long too so I can brag I can be somebody's oshi in the world, despite just being a banana! 🍌✨

"I called my parents and said this has been the craziest pizza delivery ever. I left a pizza boy and came back a pizza man," Lemmer said.

Was going through old chats and found this incredible quote from a pizza guy who saved someone's life with CPR

The past 2 years have been Oshi-killer years... v_v

Watching my biases being absolute green flags post their most viral career era, in a way their corporate marketing team could’ve never organically set up, is vindicating in many ways.

Makes me proud and gives me a dopamine hit like very long-term horse racing.

Intuition’s still got it, yeh!

Watching my biases being absolute green flags post their most viral career era, in a way their corporate marketing team could’ve never organically set up, is vindicating in many ways.

Makes me proud and gives me a dopamine hit like very long-term horse racing.

Intuition’s still got it, yeh!

My favourite bakery/café here has closed down 😭…. I’m so sad. Good cafés with the naturally perfect atmosphere are hard to come by.

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Hi bsky, my friend Kuu said it was a fair question to ask whether doing a handstand would fertility max (aka, guarantee a baby being conveived).

My question is, what the f*ck and whether people agree that my question is more valid.

👯 TWINNING!! I’ll take it as a compliment for my style 😂!!

You simply must! You’re obliged to (?) let me know!!!

That’s a huge relief!! 😮‍💨 Yeah!! Grounding in who truly deserves your time is always helpful!! ❤️

It’s a very interesting topic by the way! I’ve been thinking about it a lot too! Thank you—

Will do!! Haven’t been to Berlin in a hot minute!! Last time I was a teenager with my family haha. I’d love to do some museums again Also, feel free to visit BE as well when I’m there!!

If nobody cares about you in that way or you’ve pushed them away, and/or if all your peers are equally glazed up, it might be harder to ground yourself again. Or, it’d take way more time.

I can see that could cause you to perpetuate it and lock into that hateful identity.

It’s even scarier when they have nobody around. Usually, when I feel a bit “glazed”, what gets me right out is hanging out with people I knew from before online even was something and who have always kept me accountable with care, like family and longtime friends.

Very true 🤔. There are people who carry that “disengagement glaze”, as I imagine it in my head, into irl. Not just with hatred, but also with general expectations. A bit related might be the ey-eye psychosis.

Agreed!! Can’t replace it!

Dude it’s always possible as long as we’re alive haha. I’ll need to go back to Europe sometimes to visit family. Might as well do a trip or something and visit my neighbours ;)!!

Irl that’s easily a psycho or something is terribly wrong. Online, there’s more of a chance they simply disengage like it’s a video game and expose their emotional immaturity faster.

That’s not to excuse them, rather I want to believe we can be better than we are. And to take them way less serious.

Hence my current idea, is that a lot of “dislike” online masks as “hate” because it garners more engagement and attention. Thus an ego boost. But if you asked the person irl they’d just whistle about their day despite the damage they’ve caused.

It stands to reason that irl you wouldn’t be as abrasive as how a lot of online interactions tend to be. Things also would not escalate as quickly. There’s ofc the worry you’ll get punched in the head, but it’s also the senses grounding you in the reality of the other person.

Yes! I talked about a similar topic yesterday with a friend. My point was that I think online interactions naturally come with a degree of disengagement compared to irl. Even I’m guilty of it. Because we perceive everything with 2 senses max. Sight & audio. But irl it’s 4 or more senses.

Oh yeah! Fear of the unknown and blaming are actually really good points! 🤔

Personally, it seems impossible to spend so much time and energy, aside from just carrying the feeling + interacting with people.

Although, I can see there might be people who are truly okay with being deeply hateful. Online, I think most are just deeply emotionally underdeveloped. 🤔

I think this way because when I feel strong feelings, even intense dislike, it eats me up inside. Just the dissonance of feelings, cause I don’t want to be hateful, depletes all my energy and I get incredibly depressed & self-destructive out of general disappointment. No energy for online debates.

So I think it starts out as lowkey “fun” and relief to them. Like bullying can be to some types of people.

But once they are forced to face it, or face the consequences of how people perceive them, it can get personal.

I have an inkling most “hate” is usually just dislike + competitiveness/compulsion + pride = confidence. I’m not under the impression most really understand or care about the topic. They show too much energy for it. But it CAN snowball into actual “hatred” when they’re “losing” or feel humiliation.