Also I can’t eat like I used to anymore and it makes me sad because I love food 💔💔

Okay rant over

Like you’d think I’d feel better after like a week of that nonsense but no… ongoing

They worked, I lost a lot of weight 👍🏽👍🏽👍🏽
On the downside my stomach hurts all the time, always nauseous and like if my stomach ain’t feeling good my mood isn’t gonna be too well either so it’s just been this awful cycle (I’ve been OFF the meds like over a month ago) (WHY AM I STILL SUFFERING?!?!)

My mental health has been better than usual, I have severe anxiety though and I need to like get help for that because it’s been just too much

Physical wise????
Faaaarrrr from perfect, like I can walk and stand for a few minutes but then I get pain and fatigue 💔💔
Also tried diet meds and uhh-

Finally ready to draw after an entire week of being sick🩷🖤🪦.

#pastelgoth #ocs #goth #digitalart #corsetpiercing

LOOKS SO AMAZING OMGGG :0

I cannot contain my excitement

Got the count your blessings repented vinyl (deluxe)
hehehehegrhg

I might delete all social media lowkey…

Idk maybe I’ll keep this but idk

Like it gives me anxiety and it’s so negative (instagram) and I just want a break from reality not stress

I love spending money #retailtherapy

I love collecting stuff so much and I wanna get another knuckle necklace from this Depop seller but realistically I don’t need one

I don’t wanna do anything but listen to music all day

Like that’s my happy place

My tism prefers stagnation and familiarity so my hobbies are sparse and repetitive

Don’t h8 it

Except for the fact that my ears ring and hurt on the daily

But I’m happy so who cares 🤷🏽‍♂️

how find emo moots

With like minded people but I genuinely don’t think it exists anymore 💔💔

I’m still genuinely sad after the downfall of twitter
and then every platform wants short form content now
I feel like also stuff from the right gets pushed more

Like I don’t feel as comfortable on the internet as I used to be :<
I just want a safe space where I can interact and make friends-

omg it me

Hey chat, can we get to 400 followers as a birthday gift for me???

Cuz I think it be awesome sauce yknow 😎

selfies

Okay fr tho
Like being aro feels like a disconnect in a way??
Like it feels so expected and it’s such a weird expectation that society has…

I wouldn’t mind a QPR in the faaarrrr future but I like being just me, not coupled with anybody, and I just seriously cannot connect with romance

funny pic I found on Pinterest #relateable

What’s crazy is if u asked me if I was aro a month ago I’d say absolutely not but after like deep self reflection.., I so AMMM 😵‍💫😵‍💫

lowkey just don’t wanna die alone

Like

I thought for so long that I needed and wanted romance in my life but i lowkey hate it erm…

i also really value personal space

and like i do have attraction (I’m heteroflexible/straight’nt)
But it’s small if that and I hate pda

I’m aroace… ✨✨🥳

I bring a sort of Forbidden Vibe to InternalServerError that Rate Limit Exceeded don't really like

trying to post through it rn

I wonder if there’s an emoji for that…
Too tired I’m going to sleep but first I gotta listen to chiodos heheh

Oh yeahhh so
I’m mostly just gonna rant and talk about my favorite bands/albums/just music shit on here because I’m not feeling drawing too much rn

I’ll work on making more mutuals too if I can figure out how this site works 🤞🏽🖤(not fingers crossed, they’re doing a heart 😡)

Hot take
U can never be woke enough
Like I strive to be that person who’s too woke
I CRAVE WOKENESS
WOKEIFY MY LIFEEEEEE
also don’t woke literally mean awake… likeeeeeee

js

Feels good to be on here
I needed a diary space that wasn’t twitter, in fact I should probably delete that account sometime

can’t believe I’m turning 22 soon…

*cough cough
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