i really enjoyed this :)

go read this right now

emo dyke 5eva

“notes of a crocodile”, qiu miaojin

I think Sascha from the Icarus Project has written some on the subject, and iirc there’s an Icarus project book including essays abt It

Two Gatherings

googling inspired by violet allen on gender reveal has uncovered: jamaica kincaid writing about going to the loft in 1976 for the new yorker
www.newyorker.com/magazine/197...

"tessalon perles" would be a great pynchon name #coughposting

in case you have a library card and need to see old dykes in love, r&b history, beautiful sinners: Tiny and Ruby: Hell Divin Women (1988)
www.kanopy.com/en/kcls/watc...

i get meowed at walking around beacon hill. everything skews very nerdy and white. everything makes me say “huh!” like a confused but loving aunt. after a decade i have the same question as you.

ahh amazing! So shiny and pretty!

i keep listening to “absolute” on repeat and feeling closer to incoherent tears. i’m assuming i ought to trust the process.

it’s wild that the “wham! was more subversive than all of punk rock” argument is as old as wham. and one man, mr. scritti politti, put his punk band in the woodchipper to prove it.

i have a zine!!! dm if you want one

cyooooooot!!!!

any amount of horse trading to get rid of stephen miller is an unforgivable sin. no predicate is acceptable for his permanent removal from public life. abolish ice, defund dhs, free the camps, send all the architects to the hague. any less is treason to humanity.

please support me in my journey to make everyone read nightwood and dancer from the dance at the same time, to prove my theory that the latter is gay guy nightwood. thank you

what the meat puppets got right is that there's nothin at the top but a bucket and a mop and an illustrated book about birds

there’s a lot of literature, esp connected to McFarland’s “The Lost Words” on the disappearance of nature vocabulary from English

Tally Brown - 'Heroes' YouTube video by The Beautiful Puffin

youtu.be/mWzGvrxNgpw?...

Fast Ronald - Flex Your Head (Full Comedy Special) YouTube video by Fast Ronald

www.youtube.com/watch?v=FmMx... loved this one

the last two centuries of literature could have prepared me for this but every moment is irreducibly new, apparently

now that i have successfully become a responsible and stable adult my entire fantasy life is about being a pleasure victim

compression socks are having a “i can’t believe i was missing The Vitamin” effect. not sure how i handled being enormous for so long without these

the other big revelation is that i was obsessively anti-war at the time. like i couldn't go a sentence without saying something about how war is evil and stupid.

found a poem from 4th grade where i say "i'm no lord byron," which is insane. how did i know that??? why did that occur to me?

i think chicago is different somehow but i really couldn't tell you for sure. i only know my own hell.

henry ford and lewis cass are the twin faced demiurge, ruling over soy fields and 6 lane roads and billboards that promise "you have nothing to lose but your pain." convinced they found a shard of the divine, the midwesterner drains a swamp and drives a car, triumphant when the shard goes dull.

okay so the thing about the midwest is that the entire built environment is hitler, there is very obviously a false world obscuring the real world, and everybody knows things they can't think. they're building an ark in their backyard about it. they received a vision but it's still evil.

i'm getting exploded by all fours. i feel like i'm supposed to have smarter literary reactions but instead i'm desublimating and losing my mind. she's just like me, for real.

Willem Dafoe gets kinda sweet when it comes to bed time YouTube video by Dan's Random Room

yaoi, to me
youtu.be/-egY16xN9oU?...