After accomplishing every dream, which seemed impossible, but it is they that made my life better, is there anything else to strive for ? Bc finally I can start living a life

YES, there are more dreams: I want to become a movie director and write a book about myself 🩵🩷🤍

What do I plan to do to get rid of self-hatred (idk if it's the same as gender dysphoria) once and forever: surgeries and getting local docs with new name and gender

Living as a trans girl who is also a migrant (I wasn't born in Europe, US or any other first-world country)

And how do I intend to raise money for more transition changes than just HRT

Did I make some friends in Spain ? Well... No :/

Language barrier issues (and I am used to finding friends on Twitter rather than dating apps)

This post, like my other ones, is very large, and I don't urge you to read, but if you do it till the end, my gratitude will be eternal !

There will be a few highlights below in the thread so you could learn about my life in Spain and my trans life a little :)

4y ago I left Russia.
9m ago I moved to Spain.
Almost 4m ago I started HRT.

When I wrote such a post last year, I was on my mental bottom as I couldn't live openly as a true self.

Can I say that a year later, my life has become way better ? YES ! 🏳️‍⚧️

docs.google.com/document/d/1...

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I thought about splitting my post in 2 parts as I am gonna write a lot, but Imma that hell of a lazy ass to get a motivation to do it earlier so it will be the only possible way

sorry in advance if there's gonna be too much water in that post

Just another lazy saturday and I have been thinking about playing Terraria again, but...

A 4 year anniversary since I left Russia is in a few days, and I didn't write anything about my life in detail for more than 6 months

So if I'll be missing off socials, ya know why ✌️🩷

ignore blood spots, I had struggles with shaving

on my way to a meeting in a trans organization

hoping to find some friends there :)

well, I am definitely against AI, so we're on the same side :)

I think I am too young to get why I should leave MS (I didn't have a PC for more than 4 years)

can you advise me how to shave myself without causing blood ? (look closely at my chin) 🪒🩸

how much I like being myself ? YES

it's been so long since I was active here and I kinda forgot how is it to be here

but one thing I am certain about is that comparing to the last trans day of visibility, I finally feel in harmony as I have achieved so much after 3 months of HRT 🩵🩷

I never had an artbook to understand your happiness 🥺😭

Overall, I just see any merch as something overpriced that is worth to buy only if it matters a lot for you personally (not just for one time)

My plushies are the type of merch I enjoy having infinitely bc they are special to my personality

then I should be VISIꓤI

It's been 2 months since I started HRT. I had to wait 5+ years and I sacrificed a lot to make this dream real. I suppose you already know the details, bc you have heard about me more than once :)

Anyway, happy transversary !

good luck to u 🤞

I almost forgot to write that it's my first birthday as a true trans girl 🎂

also it's been a while since I've been here, but after 5 weeks of HRT I noticed my first changes

one of the hidden feats of bsky

2025 is over, I accomplished my key goals — moved to Spain and started HRT 🏳️‍⚧️

but... now what ? strive for another goal ? I don't think I have any for 2026

People say to make small steps, but I don't know what to do to make my dreams close to happen 😮‍💨

AWWWWWWWW

happy new year gwenny !!! 🩵

about to do my second injection tonight !

It's in Bluesky wtf 🤯

finally it's real ! 🏳️‍⚧️

but at what cost ? 😮‍💨💔

Doing some stuff for you before Christmas, will tell you where I have been missing

I don't want to ruin a surprise 🫢

I never took a ride on the big wheel

I would want to, but I am scared of heights

heya zapy !

I am about to start mine (DIY bc the legal one sucks).

I have been dreaming about it for 5+ years and I sacrificed a lot for this, even changing 2 countries (including my country of birth) where gender transition got banned in both ways. 5 months ago I moved to Spain and applied for asylum.