Feeling very suicidal.

I'm not sure I'm made for this life. Its just been nothing but darkness that I feel I cant climb out of no matter what I try 😞

I'm sorry. 💔

People have done this to me before. I was accused of being "fake" or a "bot" and also that i was posting positivity for likes and clicks. Also had people message me that they didnt like i posted more than gaming. felt the need to tell me they only follow gaming pages.

Like....ok? 😅

Taken from my TL!

Which kind of moot am i?
🌀 Friend moot
🎱 Intimidating moot
⭐️ Bestie moot
🗝️ Interesting moot
🖤 Cute moot
😼 Moot i’d interact more with
🕯️ Moot i want to talk to
🦇 Crazy moot
💌 Favorite moot
👹 Loud moot

🌀🗝️ 🕯️

WIP (repost)

Say hello to Dark Wing ♥️

Not sure what i want to do with this design yet, but he is so damn adorable LOL

Seeing a lot more AI art on my TL and it really makes me sad

So here is some fan art made by me, A real person, no help, inspired by REAL things and made with something other than a prompted words.

Im not the best artist, but im a REAL artist

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Exactly 👏

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Today has been exhausting 😅 what happened to sundays being for relaxation 😂

I actually loved that last fight lol I think it was an interesting way to close the game.

But ew. Imagine saying that to someone 😅 I hate that "you didnt understand" bs.

Like...if I didnt understand, I would ask. Its just a different opinion. Why resort to belittlement, you know?

Seeing a lot more AI art on my TL and it really makes me sad

So here is some fan art made by me, A real person, no help, inspired by REAL things and made with something other than a prompted words.

Im not the best artist, but im a REAL artist

WIP (repost)

Say hello to Dark Wing ♥️

Not sure what i want to do with this design yet, but he is so damn adorable LOL

Yeah, you know some of the worst of it 😪💔 At this point all i can do is cringe at their behavior.

Anonymous messages! Anonymous messages!

Ask or tell me anything!

Thinking of doing a mic test for YT. I have some questions from past post but all questions welcomed (but stay respectful lol)

I'll answer them here and *hopefully* in video too 😊💜

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definitely not insensitive at all! ♥️ I understand completely what you are saying! This situation has layers and i empathize with her, which is why i made the post. I understand people feeling passionate about it.

That said, this post could be just as easily about her. They arent good to be around.

You have absolutely nothing to apologize for! ❤️

Deleted that last post for the sake of my own peace

I figured mostly people aware of the situation would see it, I was wrong 😪

Abuse is difficult and it's very easy to speak out of line without context. People reasonably get passionate about it. Assumptions and self inserting is bound to happen

Sounds like my brother tbh

The things they say make you just want to scream "why?"

I am so sorry for what he said to you and your wife. It's completely messed up. Even more so that he would say something like that at a time you are at your weakest/mourning.

🫂

Sorry if that response sounds harsh. I've been responding to assumption and self inserting all day. I know you mean the best so please dont read it as aggressive.

They are both shifty human beings. They both talk that way to each other

The original post was just me cringing at what he said.

I wish I would have added more context 😪

At this point it's probably better to just delete this

My brother hit me and abused me in the past. There is nothing I can do. I can only do my best to walk away for my own peace

his girlfriend is also terrible. Would probably just tell me to "fuck off"

Wow that's terrible! 💔

I fought with him many times over his behavior.

Yeah. I know that feeling all too well.

I wish it were that easy.

Sadly, situations like mine dont allow us to just leave 💔

Not the situation at all, but I get where you are coming from❤️

I KNOW you do, Dan ❤️ I'm thankful for you! I know I say that to you a lot, but I mean it. There are subtle little moments i think to myself how much my male friends mean to me.

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Yes!

I've called him out on his shit so many times now. I dont want him in my life at all. Im not "telling" him anything.

Im stuck watching this trying not to be hit myself. You are out of line entirely. Please don't speak to others like this. Your heart is in the right place. But it's not helpful

"Why didn't she just leave"
"Why couldn't she say something"
"YOUR brother"

You know he has more victims than just her? And she herself has hit him

Also emphasizing the word "your" like i have control over someone who physically and mentally abused me is no way to help a victim.

"You know how he is"
"It's your fault"
"You shouldn't have..."

MY ABUSER IS NOT MY RESPONSIBILITY