i went to the bookstore today ; i got some books that i loved in high school. i cant wait to reread them ;w;

i am sooo tired of dark fantasy books writing the mc to Not choose the sexy villain. i want VILLAINY. i want CORRUPT MORALS. where is the "dark" part of the FANTASY.

marion, a grey-skinned elf sits at a workbench. his face, donning prosthetics, is focused on a task at hand. the picture is overall symbolic, alluding to his work as a sculptor and porcelain maker in the style of meissen. he paints a porcelain male figure who is bound and crying with paint squeezed from a tube — thought the pain is meaty and intestinal in nature. a rack of meat hangs behind him, transposed with the delicate, feminine dolls in the foreground.

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#oc #ocsky #elfenjoyers

In honor of more Zero in future patches I’m reposting this #FFXIV #Zero

i am NOT normal about zero ff14

Nostalgic bloodborne hunter doodles ~

A red haired man standing against a black background with a katana in his hand, blade looking dull and worse for wear, yet still illuminated by a magical blue glow. He appears to be standing in a field of red spider lilies, glowing with the same strange energy.

Lycoris radiata.

#KAGEKIPose

THANK UUU it's so fun to decorate them all with lil stickers & sequins <3 & it's good to see you too !! i'm doing my best to minimize my stress ;;

i have spent my time decorating toploaders for my pkmn cards :D

sorry for my absence i've tried really hard to minimize my social media presence for several reasons but mostly bc my ex has been at my heels since october after 2 years of no contact :') just a bad time all around. i'm taking a long break from xiv, as well.

weapons for a weapon.

[ #decaversos ]

u might be ramattra's jester but i'm YOURS !

hihi its good to see u too !! 𖹭

✏️ sketch of yuna, rikku, and paine from ffx-2. rikku is similing really huge and silly at paine who is not happy about it (but she secretly is though right?). yuna is just chilling looking at them. i like them. i'm about halfway through the game right now, I think.

FFX-2

illustration- the xenomorph from the 70's horror movie alien by Ridley Scott is at the center. surrounding her is a frame of strange wires, alien technology, xenomorph tails, and two face huggers.

shamelessly repurposed that xenomorph drawing #art

Art of an alien or xenomorph from the movie series Alien

Alien | Xenomorph

#sygnin #darkart

yippee ⭐️✨
#chiikawa

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⠀⠀⠀ #miqomarch + #holedits
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~ Baby Bug ~

A lightning bug inspired mashup (I learned toggles! Yippee!)~

>> link below <<
#ffxivmods | #xivmodcreate | #whimzmod | #vanillacreatives

getting really sick of my friends telling me the cursed blade is warping my mind. it's LITERALLY fine. i can stop fucking using it whenever i want. i think they're just jealous. like they know it'd corrupt them but i'm clearly stronger than its influence. in fact, i'm stronger than all of them...

LOUD! VIDEO IS LOUD!
[video & gameplay is from my friend :^) @moonbless.bsky.social]

We can't keep meeting like this.

#deadlock

yay

Happy birthday Aerith 💕

i wish i could talk openly about any of my trauma without feeling the intense embarrassment/shame that comes with it. it's easier to keep up the hyper-independence & the toxic positivity.

my life is better. i'm loved, in a very safe home. but i didn't make it through without severe consequences.

when my dad died, that's when it started. i haven't met anyone who has been abused by one of their brothers. to have one brother protect you from the other. my sister, estranged from us & happy for it. my oldest brother was my savior but he died in an accident & that was that.