I miss team sports I think.

Shout out to the sweet girl who flirted with me after a weird dude who couldn’t take a hint stopped slurring in my ear. Love my job.

Feeling a bit like Sally Bowles at the end of Cabaret lately. Not the Liza Minnelli one.

Armistead Maupin’s introduction to this fucking book made me cry at work btw

It’s also within my range so you now I’m screaming that shit like I’m Jane Horrocks on my commute. No I am not okay ! 🕺

I Don’t Care Much brings me to tears everytime I listen to it. Alan Cumming is amazing but I just heard Mason Alexander Park’s version of it and it tears me to shreds.

First hyperfixation of the year holy shit. I’m reading The Berlin Stories, I’ve watched the movie three times, the ‘93 Mendes production four times and I’m just listening to the soundtrack on repeat at work and in my car.

A three panel comic titled "Portion control". A person is looking at art online. At first they are motivated "That's some interesting art... Maybe I should try that too?" They keep looking at more art and feel motivated: "Wow!! These artists are so good! I can't wait to go practise so I can catch up!". As they look at even more art, they get overwhelmed: "They're so many... Why am I even trying...?"

Luckily, I've gotten much better at this lately!

Even if you didn’t change the soldiers, just having the soldiers present would turn the show into a horror for only a select few.

Was there ever a version of Cabaret where they left empty seats and slowly filled them with n*zis? Can you imagine that heart stopping feeling? I feel like that would be a great modern adaption but changing the soldiers into…well, you know.

*destroys voice at 8:30 singing Cabaret like Jane Horrocks on the way to work*

Ended up wearing a kindergarten teacher’s top and dissociated until it was over. Core memory, unfortunately. I was watching the TV flicker back then for sure.

Apparently my old senior photos are on display at the office of the photographer my mom hired. Love it. Love that. Totally love being reminded I tried to bring my own clothes and they attempted to force me into a dress for half an hour until I broke down into tears.

Feeling insane at work today for calling a racist a racist and trying to laugh about it with family. I’m trying to normalize recognizing people with poor intentions but the stick is too far up the ass.

Why won’t anyone let me hold tHE DOOR OPEN FOR THEM ANYMOOOOOREEE!!! DONT YOU UNDERSTABD??? IM HERE TO LIFT THINGS AND OPEN DOORS??? THAT IS MY PURPOSEEEE

Wish I could look up images of my OCs

Got Molly whopped by a fever today and yesterday. Funny how being sick brings you (me anyway) out of depressive episodes, but then when you get better it all floods back.

Oh WOW THATS SO COOL!!!!!! omg?? It’s looks so neat and clean too!!

I’m watching Weapons rn (commercials) and Justine is so pretty holy shit

Oooh hmm. I only know how to cross stitch, and poorly lol. Share pictures as you go! I’d love to see. I’m planning on restarting a jacket soon myself !

How weird is it to go to a gay bar by yourself I’m having 3 am thoughts at 1 pm and I’m a little desperate

Ooooh approved

Can I ask YouTube essayists to take to heart the constructive criticism their teachers gave in secondary school and NOT summarize the story of a thing. I want your thesis and supporting elements, not a rundown. I’ve played the game already, I wanna know what your argument is.

God i fucking LOVE this GORILLAZ ALBUMMMM!!!

Watched Perfect Blue for the first time last night and triggered a massive derealization episode so I recommend!! But I also don’t!! :)

Did I just get stood up…?

Phone interviewer is now 5 minutes late does she understand my anxiety has been giving me the shakes since I woke up PRETTY PLEASE MA’AM!!!

I don’t remember the conversation, but I know it was a light one. It feels like he asked me if I was happy, and you know what, I’m working on it. I think I’m working on it.

Hey man, now you know you got it this next time!!!! You’re gonna smack it outta the park! SSS++

Had a really nice dream about bumping into a friend who passed away last year on the street. I gave him a big hug and we just walk and talked. It was very comforting. I hope he’s okay, wherever he is.