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I'm crying for no reason.

I was wondering if I actually need meds and doubting the doc for the prescription. But two days without them is proving myself wrong. 🥲

Black and white cat

Sumesh left us. Writing this to make myself understand he's actually gone. I'll never get to hold him again. I'll never get to see him again. My little baby.

My Sanku is sleeping. 😭

I hope there's no judgmental idiots here.

I can't.

Trying to distract myself. Trying hard to avoid a panic attack.

I'm not feeling well. Mentally and physically.

Lakshadweep povan plan ittappo thanne aa marangodan angott ketti eduth. 🙄

December amazed me. 😅

Even though I screwed up big time, partner is finally getting the recognition he deserves at work. Good year for him.

Ginger cat staring at laptop

I'm not allowed to do anything without his supervision.

In a weird phase where I don't need that much sleep. I don't know what to do with all this time!

Ginger cat sleeping on a red comforter with a cone on his neck.

Doesn't he look like an angel?

Surgery went well. He's recovering well. Nalla active aanu so we are restraining him by holding him, crate ishtamalla. Pinne marunnu kazhippikkal is another yudham.

My books and reading them is what helps me live. And Sanku.

The Covenant of Water is just awesome. One of the best books I've read. 💙📚

Hate this weather. Head hurts, ears hurt. Zero energy.

Nere ulla budhi illa. Kuruttu budhi ivane kazhinje ullu.

Sanku found a workaround to lick his balls. 🤌🏾

Neutering him today.

Can't give Sanku food for another 4 hours and he's scolding me. I'm sad too boy!

Ginger cat staring at the camera

Passport eduthekkam. 😅

Heart ninnu poyi urakkom poyi.

Couldn't find Sanku and we frantically searched. Found him fast asleep in the curtains. 🤌🏾

Beef as in a problem. Kazhikkunna beef alla.

Chodicho.

No Christmas book exchanges this year since I deleted Goodreads and I don't have a bookish community. 🥲

To an extent where it triggers my anxiety.