when higurashi hits it hooks you haaard. love matsuribayashi

don't Ever lose sight of the mission

Gonna try voice training. Get it nice and resonant. Less nasally. Was told today I "had an ASMR voice" and "could read fanfiction"... maybe I just had a cold today. But we'll work on it :)

Turns out, learning to manage my anxiety after more than a decade, having a job with a lot of talking, PLUS goofing around and putting on voices instead of being monotone all the time has made people realise "wait hang on you have a really nice DEEP voice!!" so now I'm sitting with... that.

“You're going to the Secretary Section”

oh my

Context: reconnected with friend I lost contact with 9 years ago and making up for lost time. Being remembered after all that time. Hearing each other's voices.

Also I'm riding the high of her being surprised by how deep my voice was compared to her memory haha

People being nice to me & telling me I'm funny is actually my weakness. Making people laugh is one thing, but being told to my face that I'm funny is like the best feeling ever. Having a friend recall jokes I made 10 years ago that I don't even remember. To be fondly remembered without even knowing.

I ain't touching those ambulant skulls for her that's scary

cute soms... cute soms.

I am hearing that Geoff Keighley received the light of Islam and unhesitatingly recited the Shahada during a cut segment of The Game Awards. He said Allah looks down on the Ummah from the gardens of Jannah. Truly there is no god but Allah, and Mohammad (PBUH) is his prophet!

Geoff Keighley spotted offstage at The Game Awards reading the Quran on his phone

Wearing the wig at work while on break just to feel something

It takes a looooot of in-person practice to grow out of lol

Now that's Winter, I'm thinking about NEWSLETTER. But I haven't written anything for one yet...

Right now, my energy is going towards preparing Chapter 5 for localization. The translation process begins next week. We have extracted all the English text and we are now annotating it.

i really don't know when or what but somewhere in the last 2 years my brain has become Loose. transient gender dysphoria, personal identity breakdowns, being more flirtatious with friends, a lot more mood swings, intrusive thoughts, etc. unstable?

irl and online friends said i looked "slay" or "handsome" before. i actually hate this. i look fine, i look professional, people at work will say i look good. but. sigh.

got a haircut and told the guy to just trim it slightly and tidy it up and he gave me short hair fml. i want to grow it out and have maybe shoulder-length! i want to not obviously be a balding square of a man!!!!

beato

I wanna go fishing and get the Big One

thank you. I'm inspired by the greats. like static michael

practice animate👅👅💦

I feel like bizarre threads/tiktoks have already made "weird" into content so any attempt at anti-content would be purely abstract noise with no entertainment value.

when will the lesson finally get learned? #cloudflare

seeing ryukishi lock in in real time is awesome

Before that though, now would be a good time to sit and go through more rpgmaker games and study what makes them work. Deliberate attention to what they have that I need to work on.

Brainstorming.
Thinking my next phase of experimentation will be learning:
1) how to make puzzles (difficulty depends on quantity)
2) custom sprites/tilesets (could be very high difficulty)