My Saturday group is gonna resume our DND 5e Pokémon Mystery Dungeon campaign at some point soon and I am excited to be a Dewott with the ability to sneak attack on water pulse.

I love trying to hit pause on a video or rewind it, and accidently unfollow friends and the like. So if anyone ever sees me readd you, 99% of the time assume it was an accident tap while using youtube in picture mode or another video app. Rn listening to documentaries to relax. Oop

Just. Horror.

Science rules! And yeah holy fuck what a scary message. It won't be long before they're talking about aborting others they consider unfit. They've talked before about aborting disabled people before, and I remember some places will tell parents if their kid is possibly disabled or will be badly ill.

There's dark shit in the world today and I've dealt with my fair share of fucked shit in life. But friendship, roomies, kig, creative pursuits, work and gaming helps me handle life. I love my life and love my job, and I'll keep spreading my warmth and joy of living to provide comfort to others!

Again, thank you to everyone's whos helped with funds, that's been a relief. Between funds and a roomie getting connected with a major food drop from a food pantry, and some good possible openings for both roomies, and the surprise news? I'm once more extremely hopeful for the future and very cheery

Thinking about how the Mutants in X-Men/Marvel are very much meant to represent opposed minorities. And feeling relevant.

Anyways, while I'm gonna probably not have time today, got another story or two planned. And in good news?

I'm very happy, got some fantastic news last week I'll share soon.

I.

*Deep breath.*

This meme of mine is very relevant. I've come across letters from eugenics societies back in the day to the State of Maryland. Needless to say.

...I don't drink but Holy Fuck this is fucked up. I shouldn't be surprised but. I'm sickened beyond belief. History Repeats and Rhymes.

Relief of the famous Lion Horoscope from the West Terrace of Mount Nemrut. It depicts a lion with stars on its body and a crescent moon on its chest. It has been argued that the scene could represent a type of horoscope, one of the oldest known in the world. Image from Carl Humann, Otto Puchstein: Reisen in Kleinasien und Nordsyrien. 1890.

Reproduction of the relief, with a reconstruction of its possible polychromy. Allard Pierson Museum in Amsterdam.

One of the best preserved reliefs in the site features a lion, and what could be a star map. The stars around the lion could be Leo, there is the Moon on his breast. Three bigger stars could be the planets Mars, Mercury, and Jupiter. Some scholars believe that it shows an specific date.

Its been years/I'm tired. I know it happened centuries ago but there's a reason I take notes on dates. I tend to be bad at recalling that, just relative events. Autism go brrrrr. Anyways aaaaa I wanna go to so many historic ancient sites and run around happy as a clam. Like Alexander at Troy!

All of this, painted and unpainted, are beautiful. Moments like these are why I love being a historian. Also I need to find it but I swear a history of archeology book I have mentions an example of a king from Mesopotamia who dug up a prior civilization to learn more. But my memory may be wrong.

Indeed, as the current federal government seeks to push us back centuries of progress, embracing what makes me me is a great way to stand up. And if my writings and works help even one life, thats good. And it has, so I keep doing my day job and hobbies to help! Cheers!

Never change Chiitan, you are a wonderful ally! Also I spy some Amy Rose hammer skill influence, neat!

Very true. I got told once by a relative that "You should think more about this", despite me spending years thinking it over about what to do. And in the end, yeah embraced myself and soon after I moved out of my childhood home. I was coordinating getting myself on HRT. Wild ride wooo!

*Painpeko*

I rambled, enjoy! And gonna be writing transformation stories soon. Nothing like being turned into something as a heroine or villain and trying to figure out how to make the most.

The Greeks didn't pioneer the concept and had issues but damn they knew the appeal. Medusa was done such an injustice.

I told a witch friend from back then when I figured out I was trans and she probably laughed her ass off in support. She was like "the signs were there!"

And now? I wanna cosplay some of the OCs who helped me find myself, including an OC that's a decade old now and whom could use a redesign ngl.

Valid, I had the clues for almost a decade, including dressing up as a gal for Halloween when in middle school, but most notably? When I was on G+ role-playing as mostly female characters, including a secret egg who had a habit of getting gender bent by random villain plots. What a ride.

Fellow Magical Girl spotted! 👀

I want to make content inspired by my experiences, and driven by my interests and joys. And if even one of my stories, be they fictional or my talking about my own journey, helps someone? That means everything to me. And?

It already has. I want others to feel seen like I felt when finding others!

My now ongoing magical women stories take partial inspiration if not heavy from my own experiences as a trans autistic nerd. Hell the protagonist focus is a literal vampire, which...oops ties into how Curse of Strad helped me figure out i was trans. Along with my cosplaying. So I want to do good

Cheers!

Metal Sonic being a menace in Stardust Speedway

METAL SONIC

*Glances at HD2s Companion App to see if the bug themed update from the recent road map has dropped yet. Sees Exo Experts Warbond announced*

Ohohoho! LETS FUCKING GOOO LUMBERER IS BACK AND A NEW FLAK AND BALLISTIC SHIELD MECH WOOOO!!!

Also new guns weeee. But more mechs including an HD1 classic? A

Oops rambled while working. I hope this stream of consciousness was enjoyable. And yes thats how I tend to write. I go in with an idea/plan then just let my fingers dance across the keyboard, bringing the stories to life. Editting/reviewing after to make sure I think its ready then posting. Cheers!

Also looking into making music and pixel art(pretty sure I've mentioned before), and at some point I'll talk about my creative process/motivations, but a central theme is "living and existing is resisting, so live well". Also I like being creative, is fun. Any money made is an added bonus.

To note this is what I'm doing on my laptop, I may also be playing games like Pixel Isle on my phone or reading a book and occasionally checking whatever Idle game I have on. Often while listening to YouTube music, scary stories or half watching movies. Autism go brrrr. That or I write. Fun times!

Not me hyper fixitating on Coloring Pixels' Folklore, Natural Wonders, 80s or Gothic DLCs for some reasonnnn.

Now all of this is if I'm not spending time with friends, then it may be a bit of Cells and Idle Slayer then normal DRG, maybe Lethal Company if I have the drive, and so on.

I'm sure to no one's surprise, the relaxing games happen to be Coloring Pixels, Coloring Voxels and WooLoops, sometimes I have energy for all 3, but most nights I pick one, play it till sleepy, then the next night play one of the others and so on. Or I get fixed on a given theme from one and oops.

Then another casual game to do a little bit in(rn is Zero Stress King bc I like orbital laser strikes on enemies), then my current roguelike I'm fixatating on(rn its Deep Rock Galactic Survivor, but my roguelike gallery is huge of good times), then end it off with relaxing games to help me unwind.