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commission for @jellydoughnut.live !
#art #vtuber

why cant drawing just be easy for once

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i'm really happy whenever i check my feed here, people actually are using this app! ill repost some of my older art at some point soon

ive been walking a lot, going into town a lot, spending a lot of time just physically being in my community, touching grass a lot. and really this should be improving my mental health. it's doing the complete opposite. i feel like garbage. i dont feel like myself. i feel lost.

i miss drawing, as much as i hate drawing and hate how hard it is, i miss it. and i cannot draw during the day. i just cant. i need the darkness of the night, the silence of the night, and the atmosphere of the night, to be able to draw without wanting to die.

i am depressed living a daytime lifestyle, which has been my life for well over a month now. i keep trying to revert back to degen hrs but something always fucks me back to daytime hrs immediately, and my body is too tired and exhausted to revert back with ease.. if that makes sense.

I've got a lot to do. I've been feeling bad recently and keep saying to myself I will get back on track tomorrow. And now something horrible has happened and pushed me back down. I just want to drown in the misery while I'm still raw, but I cannot convince myself to cry more than I have.

:") Welcome!!

YIPPEE same!

oh my god this means I could see you draw star catcher one day

In light of recent events, I shall make an effort to use more alternative platforms. Anyway here is my fav OC!!

hyelloooe