Yeah I had some major complications after surgery and am just as of last week fully recovered. It’s been a rough road but I’m doing so much better.

I am lol thanks for checking in

This has been the hardest month of my life and I really am standing on a cliffside screaming give me a reason, and I think about jumping off very tall somethings, and I drove my car to the lookout could’ve followed my fears all the way down.

This is a joke.

I stupidly agreed to go on a three day cruise this weekend with my family and I’m regretting it. I hate being around a lot of people. I’m afraid of getting sick. I lowkey have social anxiety and I just really don’t want to go. And no one understands it. I wish I said no.

What if I’m just cosmic dust?
Put me in a metal box that’s bound to rust
Shoot me into space and leave me to combust
Return to earth and just dissolve into its crust
Well I was born all by myself
It’s not unlikely that I’ll die that way as well

Me all day watching peoples valentines stories and posts: ew love

I spent years fighting my way out of fundamentalism, just for fundamentalism to take over the country. I haven’t felt like this in years. I don’t want to do this again.

I went a hot girl outdoor walk today for the first time in probably years. I’m eating healthy. I’m feeling lighter in my body. I know weight loss is a touchy subject but I was inactive and not taking care of myself and now I am and regardless of the weight that comes off I am so proud of myself

Because of TikTok I realized I liked girls, I found my love of reading again, and became a gaylor. Fuck the United States government.

My TTPD song ranking

This changes daily

Omg I should!!

Thank you!!

Thank you! It definitely made my nursing career feel a little more worth it

Thank you!!

A picture of a daisy award

I got a Daisy award at work and my gaylor brain is just loving it lol

I’m taking care of my health so much better this year and I feel so good and excited for myself and I’m starting a new job I feel so good about but then I remember the reality of what could happen with my rights and future and it feels pointless

A screenshot of me completing my StoryGraph reading goal of 450 books and 175,000 pages

Do I have a social life? Nope.

Taylor standing next to Travis and Ross

I’m obsessed with Travis and Ross

Her fuckass filter wasn’t on the pics soooooo

I think about jumping off very tall somethings

I think my nursing career would be worth it if one day I was taking care of preemies and Taylor swift showed up

Evermore album ranking Evermore Tolerate it Ivy Cowboy like me It’s time to go Right where you left me Champagne problems Tis the damn season Gold rush Dorothea Willow Marjorie Long story short Happiness Coney Island Closure No body no crime

To evermore, my beloved

i had the time of my life calling taylor swift gay on the internet with you

She did the lesbian sign again

I want sad girl me! on piano so bad

Guitar in Rio

2024- I Look in People’s Windows (Taylor Swift)
2023- bad idea right? (Olivia Rodrigo)
2022- Dress (Taylor Swift)
2021- Met Him Last Night (Demi Lovato feat. Ariana Grande)
2020- Hard to Say Goodbye (Ekali, Illenium)

And, god, how dare I think of choosing here to die? Cause then I’m just a problem you have to take outside….you’re nothing but a guy. You don’t like it when I cry, you would break me if you tried. And you will because I dared to be alive.

My top song I look in people’s windows

it was legendary… it was momentary… it was unnecessary… should’ve let it stay buried