why in God’s name would i ever work harder in this age of AI?

their moods; not my problem.
their rush; not my anxiety.

i would love to meet a new lust interest.

they let me leave at 4pm but i decided to take the long way home.

it’s like my roommate purposely finds things to annoy me with.

it’s saturday.
go drink a lemonade and sit down.

my boss getting sick?

okay God,
didn’t see that plot twist but cool,
thanks!

i need to replenish my multivitamins because i’m feeling how tired i am without them.

God,
I’d love if you told my boss to let me leave early since it’s slow AF.

i am so tired tonight.
i gotta figure out this schedule so I can do my career stuff.

i’m not gonna have any money until monday.

this is going to be interesting.

it seems like it’s working now.
thank God.
i thought my vent sessions were headed to the void.

i want to look back on this years from now and see how far i’ve come.

okay,
we back?

is this still not working?

it’s a gorgeous day today.

if this is what boundaries look like then i’m doing it going forward.

if this is what boundaries look like then i’m doing it going forward.

peaceful without the constant blowing up phone with k pop shit.

okay that was weird.
i was signed out.

outside of that,
i’m really happy i found this job.

in protecting my peace at all costs.

i had to turn off my notifications from my whatsapp because i need to teach my roommate boundaries.

i don’t need them having all this access to me.

new job; who dis?

today was actually a really good day.

trying not to panic.
trying to staying in the calm place.

the fact this woman counted my pockets with joe much i’ll make,
legit telling me she calculated it,
was such a clear violation.

still in bed.
no gym today.
listening to early panic at the disco.
i’ll get up when i feel like.

finally taking back my power in this apartment.

i don’t know where i would be without music.

i’m not gonna be open to anyone’s mood swings tonight.

“BR human punching bag emporium” has been officially closed.

tonight:

my own bubble,
my own show,
giving space.