i dont have my life figured out yet and they want me to get marry??

mom pressuring me to get marry soon which is concerning bcs im not ready i dont want them to meet my bf yet

i dont think i deserve better i think i deserve nothing at all

i chip my veneer ffff

im not trying to play the mental health card but they trigger my gastric LMAO

seeing my childhood nemesis really does make me wanna relapse or something

trying to have positive attitude when i want to give in to my victim mentality mindset feels like aCURSEE

my colleague get terminate and suddenly im the bad guy when its really the consequences of her action

i dont need to lie i say thing matter of factly

the thing is my bf heal around me but i need my alone time to heal

ayah who graduated in top uni vs his disappointment child

if you have a level headed head u would get where im coming from

7am and im having the worst poopy ever what

also i think i lowkey have a slipped disc 🤔

heh but im so glad that we all still mentally ill/struggling mentally thanks thanks make me feel included

3. i kinda starting to hate my part time job because it is more work and they make applying leave so DIFFICULT??? WHEN IM SUPPOSED TO BE A PART TIMER ONLY

4. havent really exercise in monthssss i feel sluggish and tired and fat fuck

so many uncertainty and insecurities lately ;(

1. kinda have a realization that im not gonna be my sister only sister anymore after she get married

2. relationship is def NOT FOR ME bcs i cant for a certain know that he's gonna marry me or is he even serious about me & not just taking advantage

u speak with jealousy and it really show ure insecure

and i suspect she has hearing problem with how loud she put on her show in the office 💆🏻‍♀️💆🏻‍♀️💆🏻‍♀️💆🏻‍♀️💆🏻‍♀️

do one thing also cannot 🙄🙄🙄

my dad have 60ringgit when i ask for money and he still give me 50 :) can i be happy with a man who invite me to hang out and ask me to pay for the food

hes so worried that i will find a better man or that i would cheat on him. the thing is i dont NEED a man.

hes nice but he didnt bring out the best in me

tried dating i dont recommend it

ngl i feel used

also i got honked at just now because im driving emotionally lol

i lose a little bit of myself every time

bro if he keep touching me i might fold

when he think im horny kinda girl before my period but im just a sad girl who cries a lot

i got so wet from just holding hands lmao