All I’m saying is Mingi nearly spoiled his birthday merch to me at sendoff 😂

It’s just so funny too the “NEXT — …… fix off ?? Uh ……. I don’t know !!” 💀 like sir you’re better than woo but not by much

Lmao yessss it’s hilarious cuz he starts to say “NEXT —“ and stops and I’m PRETTY SURE he was about to spoil it by telling me “next week” 😭😭😭💀

Love it so much I literally made it my Lock Screen cuz I low key wanna cry every time I think about it 🥹😃🥹😃😭

Mingi was over on our side of the stage ALL NIGHT and would stop literally in front of our row/seats 😭 not to be delulu but he’s absolutely pointing at me here / looking at me

Some yungi from soundcheck

My sweet wooyoung 😭🥹 I got a signed woo in the ult vip lucky draw and had it in my phone case and I think this is where he notices it 🥹🥹🥹

From soundcheck

Probably one of my favorite moments from the concert, when seonghwa noticed me 🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

He’s literally so big you can’t even see me 😭😭😭
they move so fast it’s kinda crazy but he fully stopped and LOOKED at me like. Not in a fan service way either. It was a genuine moment that had him fully even step back, stopping completely 😭

how many times have I rewatched this?? Too many 😭 I asked Mingi when we are getting fix off merch and he fully stopped and looked me dead in the eye 😭

🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹

!!!!!!

So I met ateez !!!!!!

Hello not to low key dox myself but look at what I did at work yesterday for the hello82 pop up :3
(Work has been SO crazy but this is my biggest win because hell yeah I got to host ATEEZ in your fantasy pop up) 😭

KICKS DOWN DOOR ABAIN TO SCREAM ABOUT THIS
no I am not okay yes I have been crashing out since ass o’clock when I first saw them do this and Jesus Christ on a cracker 😭

been IA cuz of work & life & stuff but it sounds like I’m getting my performance review today, which means maybe I’m getting that promotion 🥹🥹🥹

we aren’t moots on twitter so I needed to come share my love here but also YUNGI YAOI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

saw this on twitter and needed to crawl out of my inactivity to repost this because HWABERRY YUNGI 😭😭😭😭😭😭

cant believe this was 4 months ago

Here u go i did it for the cost of my sanity <3

My Baekhyun pop up 🥰 it went so well!!!! I’m really happy with how this weekend turned out.

Okay well apparently there is a limit to my executive functioning bc I hit a wall around 5pm when i attempted to cook dinner (and I still have a mess on my bed I need to clean up as I was organizing some clothes to fit in my closet) 😭😭 I flew too close to the sun

I am like freakishly aware of time… why are the days so LONG?! Like do normal people just live like this all the time ?!

Oh I also walked across the street to Walgreens to do a return & then stopped at Safeway for yogurt & diet soda, finished an audiobook, AND did a skincare routine after my shower.

And it’s only 4pm. Wdym.

These adhd meds are certainly doing something bc what do you mean I got up, made breakfast, ran the dishwasher, took a nap, took the sheets off my bed, washed them, took a shower, put them back ON my bed & MADE my bed, did two more loads of laundry, took out the trash, & swept the floors by 2pm….

Is this what normal people feel like this is fucking insane why have I been raw dogging it on hard mode my whole life 😭

Day 1:
Already noticing small changes — I found it easier to start tasks; was able to pick up some trash and do a little tidy without overthinking it. Same with laundry and dishes. I didn’t have to HYPE myself up to do it & make it a “thing”, I just did it?

also my brain feels QUIETER?!

Guess who finally FINALLY saw a psychiatrist willing to prescribe adhd meds? 😭🥺

Callout out of work sick today because of insane brain fog / fatigue & ive spent the time trying to get doctors appointments (for med management) instead of sleeping/resting so idk if i should be praised or scolded or both 🤕