I have really lost my will to live.

I don't know what it is about this weekend but I have so little fight left in me right now, everything feels so overwhelming.

Real eyes realise real lies.

In the year+ since this I've been published on four different platforms regularly and I'm doing technical work for other platforms.

Thank you Yung Bae, you changed my life.

An innocuous comment I made in passing might be the reason two marriages might be ending. Anyway it's not my fault these niggas are cheating everywhere.

I'm just realising that an off-handed comment that I made in the middle of oontz to a girl I had just met is the reason that two marriages might end up collapsing.

What a life 😂😂😂.

It's funny how much life can change in 2 years. I left that corporate job to figure myself out and now I'm not where I expected to be but I'm where I think I'm supposed to be.

Hali ya maisha. Don't overthink it.

Idk man, idk.

I was drunk last night and made a series of bad decisions that ended up with me fighting off two guys who tried to rob me.

Not the wisest decision but more importantly I'm realising some people don't really care about what happens to me.

I'm in Westlands listening to a brand new Camp Mulla song in 2026.

My life is fun sometimes.

How do I have end of year fatigue in February.

Anyway Muze Open Air in Malindi will heal me.

Thank you Yung Bae, you saved my life.

I promised myself that I wouldn't allow myself to feel like this again and yet I'm here feeling like this again.

Nataka kukupenda, lakini wewe ni sumbua.

I've been bashing since Wednesday nonstop, let me rest today, tomorrow we go see Kelvin Momo.

December imeanza na fujo, wueh. Bender imenimaliza ata nimepeana ticket yangu ya Liquideep.

Send December funds 🥹🥹🥹

I wanna tell her that I miss her.

Applied for a job at an Indian multinational entertainment company and they're really impressed by me. The HR told me they'd have a meeting with me today but didn't give a specific time.

The day is done and the meeting hasn't happened. This does not bode well.

I can't even be mad at my homegirls but they are constantly making some unbelievably bad dating decisions and I'm just here as an observer.

Shida yao indeed.

Seems like I transferred my poor relationship decisions to my homies.

Shida yao tbh.

Ball up top.

Spent the long weekend doing things by myself and I loved it.

It's so interesting that one of the few things that makes sense in my life is the 21 year old that I met on twitter that I have been kind of seeing.

I'm this close 🤏🏾 to abandoning all hope.

Started reading a manga called Orb: On The Movements Of The Earth and it has been a very philosophical time.

He got caught again, after being forgiven the first time.

Hali sio hali

I'm definitely drunk and the playlist just landed on Andy Keys' afrohouse remix of Snoh Aalegra's cover of Do For Love and yeah, I think everything is gonna be okay :).

I started 2025 with so much apprehension but I think I'm doing great. Starting DJ classes in October, sound engineering classes in January, working on a new paid show concept and a random tweet got me a gig that pays really well for one day of work.

You really just gotta believe in yourself 🫵🏾🫵🏾.