like yeah being vegan is still the best eco choice with the biggest impact but seeing these other ways people could be more sustainable, collapsing, makes it feel pointless

the allbirds stuff is so depressing.. I’ve been buying them for years and it just feels so pointless to be trying to invest in eco brands that can flip on a dime

pretty certain I have one of the bpds cause I just can’t manage the intense anger and emptiness any more. it’s ruined my life for so long and I just want it to level out

how I feel dressing up to go out

taxi driver gave us candy and let us pick english music so we introduced him to fall out boy

I think I should at least move to California but I’m tired of worrying about wildfires

in this weird in between of “how am I still in japan” and “I’ve never lived outside of japan” and Tokyo feels pretty small. so not looking forward to returning to blazing fires and gmc trucks and soulless chain stores

can’t fuckin stand being on the same planet as everyone else please I want to leaveeeeeeeeee

husband husband husband

I finally can limp to some blossoms and my period starteeddrhhraaaaagghhhh I will not be stopped by the universe

infection got worse so I get to be on stronger stuff now.. I really want to be able to walk and see the yoshino that just started blooming

doctors were very nice though, cost me $100 as a walk in with no travel insurance, about as fast as US urgent care

even though my shoes have never been a problem before I now have infections on both feet so that’s really cool. feels like my lower half is being attacked by scorpions… maybe worse than shingles but who’s counting

I have (once again) walked so much in japan that I have to go to a doctor for destroying my foot 🤪 will I finally learn?? no

I’m seriously struggling with getting ghosted an don’t know what to do about it, I genuinely don’t understand leaving things unresolved. but this has also happened to me repeatedly since I was like 13 so I have no idea. wish I could get lobotomized

we have joined the waco crepes wall, my favorite place in kyoto

the husband

I met a friend in nagoya and they showed me around 🥺💕

vegan tempeh blt and probably the best food pic I ever took

my photogenic perfect son and crazy eyes daughter

anyway 6 am photo spam

masamune is really cool.. tourist surveyors caught us and gave us a corn stick to entice us to fill out their forms lol. got asked if I lived in japan for the first time since I’m trying to do all speaking in japanese

just get off

I’m so happy I’m crying lol

fucking vegan feast

I met this woman at a horse fest and we talked very briefly and then she goes “you get me!!” and hugged me, gave us free stuff and her card offering to help us out any time. I’m writing this so I don’t forget how happy it made me

all suffering was worth it

I want this so bad but I'm pretty sure the sakura topping is not vegan so dlkfgjdgfkd

all I do is shopping therapy

culling games was hard to read but watching it is really fun. if you get past the generic first season of jjk everything is really really good