I’m just gonna leave. Thank you guys for giving me any amount of kindness but I have failed to make any real connections and I’m just tired of being alive and tired of being ignored or forgotten. I hope you all have a good life. 💙
I should just fade away into obscurity because apparently all I do is cause harm in some way shape or form
Can 2 of my Oomfs spare an Oomf?
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#pixelart
I get it you’re her bestie and all that but respectfully leave me be. I’m not searching for sympathy and no one is calling her any names or anything and no one has even seen these posts other than you guys so again let me grieve the way I want. Mute or block me if you don’t want to see anything.
It’s almost like people handle things differently. I’ve always done this. So again I understand she’s also hurting but this is what I need to do so just let me do it so I can move on.
I’m venting out what’s inside so I don’t go down the suicide path again and so I can move forward or at least try to. If neither of you want to see it then just mute me. I’m not trying to hurt anyone or make anyone feel guilty. But I’m hurt and deserve to vent.
Finally heat up a flower or corn tortilla place your chicken and veggie mixture and add toppings to your liking, like lettuce, tomato, chives, cheese etc. And there you have it! Any questions feel free to ask. 💙
Then after the veggies have cooked down a bit and have some browning on them add the chicken and cook the chicken and add a little butter if you’re using breast meat to give it some fattyness and it will keep it softer as well and just cook that till it’s brown on a few sides or to you liking and
After you add the spices before you cook add some lemon or lime juice and mix and let it set for a little bit like 15 to 30 mins. Then cut up some bell peppers and onions and cook those in the pan with some Worcestershire sauce (Don’t use too much it’s very strong!) then add a pinch of sugar and
If anyone wants a good chicken taco recipe I made a mean light spicy type. It’s easy as hell to make too.
Chicken breast meat or you can use thighs for more flavor.
And I don’t measure the spices I just go by eye. Garlic Salt, Onion Powder, Garlic Powder, Chipotle Seasoning. And then
I’m extremely excited about Crimson Desert because I am an AVID exploration fan. I love having tons of things to do and explore and fight.
Bulbasaur with a cheeky expression on its face. He’s making a heart shape with its vines. There’s doodles of stuff all around him; pokeballs, leaves and sparkles
Drawing of a puppy with the caption; "My disabilities do not make me unworthy of love, care, and respect."
Puppy
Can one of my Mooties move here so we can go on 1am outings please and thank you.
Even remotely. It helps keep me stay asleep and not be up super duper late even if I still struggle in the same way were I need YouTube playing in the background to get me there rest of the way. I also have ADHD so I need both my mind and body relaxed or exhausted to sleep.
Yeah I intentionally stayed away from melatonin because you can also gain a tolerance as well as it can mess up your brains production of melatonin naturally. I take an anti anxiety med that helps me relax called Gabapentin and I also take Mirtazapine to help get sleepy. Only thing that’s worked
Society norms will need to be shattered in order for us to not suffer through life. It will happen, it will just take a while sadly. Best thing to do from what I’ve seen and tried and heard is to find something that is either something you love or something tolerable till you find something better.
I’ve been trying to do different stuff like workout or play VR games to drain my energy but the only thing that seems to work is to take my meds and just wait till that 3-4am time rolls around and then and only then will my brain let go. Have you tried getting on sleep medication or anything?
Or maybe our system could just support people like us better. I have so many issues that it came to head and can no longer work without having really bad depression and anxiety spikes and spirals but still probably aren’t able to get on disability pay. We just WANNA LIVE.
You too huh? I’m so sorry you’re cursed like I am with this shit.
I think it’s time try to record and stream on YouTube again. I feel ready for the first time in 5ish years to at least try.
Next time I get some groceries I 100% will! I already have the spears I just need the cheese. 😋
Sounds like a good plan my friend. And of course! You do the same for me so it’s truly no problem at all. 💙☺️
YOURE MY FUCKING GOAT DUDE YYEESS! Go turn off your brain and relax! You’ve earned every second. 💙
That’s the most cursed thing I’ve ever heard and I must try it immediately.
