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i’m gonna try and actually get better ): i want a happy life for myself

deactivated my twt time to leave here officially bye bye

i want to die

i wanna binge so bad ): im so angry and sad and want to die why do i have to feel this way

watch my stories but ignore me ok

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i wanna shoot mysekf in the hesd

like i tell you im feeling sad and you just disappear cool dude

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i fear i may be entering an episode

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you get it 🙏

idk why im so irritated

like every ffuckingn time we try and spend time together he just knocks out and when we’re both awake it’s like he ign ores my existence now he’s barely responding and he’s probably only gonna call the second i start falling asleep like he always does

orange things i baked today 🍊

he is driving me crazy going to sleep so i don’t crash out on him gn

i should get back into therapy but i feel like im so self aware it won’t do anything 😭😭😭

😭😭 so so real my conclusion is that boys are just dumb

i love him so much but sometimes he makes me want to die #lol

how to not go crazy over bf for nothing help

i didn’t eat anything else today aside from an apple i baked with some cinnamon and brown sugar so could’ve been worse i guess 💔

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“i’m gonna lock in” proceeds to order a big ass meal from jack in the box and leave almost zero crumbs. someone shoot me in the head

LIKE WHY DO THEY DO TJISS😭😭

he doesn’t know about my ed stuff tbf but 🥲

i think i’m actually going to kill myself 😭😭😭😭😭

gym day!! ive gained like so much back i hate it but im starting over with everything and im gonna do better this time 💔💔

i look huge but whatever 🥲🥲 more before progress pics ig

got like 10k steps in 2day!! + outfit :p

meal prepped a ton of egg bites for my gym sessions coming up !! they’re like ~60cals ~6g protein each :p

short lapses in memory and extreme paranoia + this really loud old record player playing what sounded like the official soundtrack for purgatory itself playing next to me made me think i was actively passing away LMAOOO

going through my photos and i found this pic from when i had beignets with my friend while greening out for the first time at the farmers market and i felt like i was dying (these were so fire tho) had no idea how i got myself home ive never been so scared in my life icl (feat. my phone case :p)

new tea set of mine + a teapot not pictured bc i have to fix my setup ʕ•ᴥ•ʔ

how to not sleep all day

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still very nervous driving but i’m so excited to have my own car and decorate it that’s been my whole motivation 😭😭 im having headlight lashes and pink interior decor.. i feel super late to getting it but whatever