Power Bomberman is fun with friends YouTube video by Starhead

I made another video youtu.be/uxNv7qedtXY

Left 4 Dead Expert is a Trip YouTube video by Starhead

gonna start posting my videos here since I haven't been active lately and I wanted to share some things

youtu.be/vf2pMTtNDgI?...

#さいはて駅 #SaihateStation my favorite yaoi boys

KIRBY WISHES YOU A HAPPY (belated) NEW YEAR ✨🩷

I need to draw Kirby more often he is literally baby ;-;

#kirby #art #fanart #digitalart #artsky

That's so adorable!

Patents

Taking a break from twitter because it's a shithole and taking a huge toll on my mental health

If you get the reference from the cake I'll be very happy

Happy birthday to my wife sinclair #Lcb11 #リンバス #Limbus_Company #projectmoon #lcb

Hoy I'm Star also known as Starhead I'm an amateur artist and wannabe game designer who mostly hyperfixate on cute twinks I also draw and make pixel art support me on kofi if you want to and maybe in the future I'll open comms!

I would love that lol

No taro sadly... (Amazing art though!)

Cool

Oh yeah I think some politician guy died or something idk

a drawing of a skeleton holding a bunch of colored pencils . ALT: a drawing of a skeleton holding a bunch of colored pencils .

Omg I going to get a job

Birthday today

*But I can't push myself to hard focus on drawing or game design because I get either too unmotivated and depressed so I have to take a break but when I do take a break I feel like a failure and I should be productive but I'm extremely hesitant to draw, a perfectionist, and low energy

I always wanted to be a game designer as a kid but I never made a single game let alone a demo and I'm going to turn 19 I always feel insecure and envious of people who are younger than me making better art or games than me as it feels like I've been slacking off my entire life but I can push myself

I've been extremely unsure about my skill as an artist mostly because I feel like I could've been a lot better if I started taking drawing seriously sooner but school work and the pandemic held me back so I feel as if I'm barely catching up this goes for all of my passionate skills I want to pursue

I'm tired of hearing "how are you going to handle a job if you can't listen to me or how are you going to talk to your boss this"

I'm getting so tired of my parents constantly nagging me about getting a job or preparing me to "handle" a job I swear I'm getting tired of their shit if I haven't already been overwhelmed with finally being able to fully focus on my hobbies and trying to not be depressed

Man summer break is nearing the end and I feel as if I'm not ready yet to actually start being responsible although I have been trying to get my shit together finally I'm just really nervous getting a job for the first time and I'll be focusing my time on learning art and coding mostly

Ashamed to admit it but the most I've been doing this summer was playing games trying to escape reality I did work on my hobbies slightly by getting ideas written down or getting more artwork to study and practice but I don't feel proud of doing the bare minimum

I need to get my shit together

I really haven't been productive lately or at all this summer I've been mostly too depressed, lazy, hesitant, and unmotivated to draw or work on any projects I'm kinda disappointed in myself that I didn't doodle every day or just learn how to actually make drawing fun again

Some shitty doodles I've done

Should I play black souls it just got announced on steam and it looks interesting and reminds me of fear and hunger although I've heard there's some messed up things you can do in the game so I'm not really sure

Can no one else access wplace or is it just me?

Man it's really sad how a lot of my twitter moots are not on bluesky or maybe they just forgot about me

Also I've been feeling a lot better now been relaxing enjoying comfort media although I have been slacking off occasionally doodling and I feel bad for not doing anything productive but I'm thinking about getting a job or start learning to drive