my tumblr and insta are in my pinned if people actually do want to follow me to other social medias but i just don't wanna be here anymore

im gonna be honest i feel like being here has put a target on my back and i don't feel like it's really worth it because people just genuinely don't really talk to me or really want to be friends with me here and that's. fine i get it but i just don't think i can be here anymore. at least for a bit

im gonna be honest with you guys im about to freak the fuck out

ough 60 wishes for columbina

we live. feel free to chat
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genshin stream in abt 15 minutes ill do some exploring and imaginarium theater

ive gained. 20 fucking pounds since starting pregabalin. and that's why i can't fit into any of my dresses. fuck my life

the crushing weight of existing

i hate. when my parents come home and the first thing they do is complain about all the things i didn't do

MY MADOKA DRESS CAME IN ERA OH MY GOD IT'S SO CUTE

good ol borderline personality disorder

i will not kill myself because madoka dress is almost here

i bought a new coord and of course it doesn't fucking fit because that's what i need right even though i triple checked all the measurements im just so upset

image. art of Mitsuba nervously saying "Minamoto-kun, I have something to confess." Then he blushes and says "I'm gay." Kou blushes and has hearts next to him. Kou has set up a banner saying "CANNIBALISM IS OK!!" he is holding a skull balloon with more balloons off to the side, there is a diagram of a heart on a platter with drinks next to it, and he is wearing a shirt saying "I heart hearts"

And then they kiss #mitsukou

nothing like rainbow kitten surprise while driving home from work after dark

sometimes i feel so bad for my therapist even though she pretty much only takes bpd and did clients but im just like actually a mess and so chronically online half my issues don't make sense to literally anyone

☄️ : well. fuck my stupid baka life

they must be putting crack in shin ramen this shit is too tasty

i often wonder if ppl who know us can sort of tell who's in front based on how we talk like for some it's fucking obvious (...... cadaver) but others it's def more subtle

my beloved mutual who somehow manages and reblogs things to three different blogs. im always enamoured by people able to do that like that's actual double life living. my ass struggles w just my single blog

if i did a little genshin stream on friday would anyone wanna watch

shin ramen cup ive been hoarding for the last year will now finally be eaten. i am broke

BELOVED TUMBLR MUTUAL GO INTO ONIBI SERIES AND THOUGHT OF ME ON MY GOD PEOPLE ACTUALLY PERCEIVE ME 😭😭😭😭😭 I WILL NEVER RECOVER

hoyo loves their yuri

chasca and mualani yuri??????

god bennett im so fucking sorry your new fit is so ugly

i really miss playing genshin w people

first and foremost yelan skin is needed

idk man i want to make gaming videos and vtube but i don't think anyone would watch tbh

it's fucking update time babey