i just get hurt over and over.

especially when i have an amazing owner who can help me build a mountain. unwavering support. i literally couldn’t ask for anything more. i never thought someone like her would come into my life.

feelings are very complicated. there isn’t just one way to love someone. just because you don’t have the same feelings you thought was true love for someone else doesn’t mean only that feeling means true love. i made a mistake. i put way too much on my own shoulders.

summer sucks so much that pup made a fucking christmas song

i have only felt that way once in my life.

i dont know if i can ever trust a human again. i am so beyond broken. all i want is the spark, a spark that’s real and not me coping. but i dont think i might ever feel that way for someone again.

you should be put in jail if your 808 takes over the entire song/beat

the hippocratic oath is bullshit

i hope she gets in a fucking car accident

bitch doctor. this cunt knows my situation and that im suicidal.

…

the next few days will decide if i live or die. i’ve run out of HRT. sent msg to doctor. if she doesnt refill it im drowning myself.

i dont have much more strength to continue. even in the case that i can escape to my wife, it still feels so bleak. i feel like im putting so much pressure on her. i feel so horrible for putting her into my situation. my trash life.

congrats if your dysphoria doesn’t stop you from living. congrats if you’re not trapped. fucking awesome. thank you for the judgement instead of helping.

god i hate blaire white

imagine being trans and then you actively hurt other trans people

me

not so much of a family. more like a group of narcissists.

i love being forgotten. i love that people only consider me when it’s for their own gain. and when i say people, i mean my fucking family.

if being lesbian is wrong then why are girls so cute?

work is stealing my big sis away from me 🥺🥺🥺

world map
got pretty lucky with 2 usa spots
obv moving and unlimited time

i love doing estrogen

Mmmm gock 😵‍💫

sam gellaitry

mmmmmgngnmgmf dyke road

usa only cuz im a noob although i might likely be able to do an NA map. 5k-ing is more fun than just randomly plonking in world map.

am a stinky mutt >.<

“oh look it’s the emotional female”

>the dude who said this was literally trash talking me and I was on his team, in a casual mode…

every new day I hate men more

femme fishing at backwater bayou >.<

need to makeout intensely