I need an artist for a korean gl comic. No western artstyles, no furry art, no ai art, i need an art style that is similar to already existing gls. Please dont reply to this if your artstyle is any of the above. #gl #manhwa
Its okay
Me rn
Sit with the uncomfortable reality that undesirable people get treated like less than dirt fir absolutely no other reason than not being pretty or attractive. But no one wants to do that because then theyd have to admit theyre guilty of it too.
People would rather pretend the world is this way thsn acknowledge that there are people in this world thay people will treat horribly just because. The cruelty is the point. And instead if dismissing it sit with that uncomfortableness
Like people are genuinely uncomfortable with knowing that there are people out there who get treated like shit for absolutely no reason so they have to come up with some way to rationalize it and cope by essentially dismissing that person's lived experience
Like its okay to know amd understand when someone is telling you abour how people treat them like shit and not try to change their "mindset" when its not a mindset its a LIVED EXPERIENCE i didn't make this shit up in my head these things actually happened to me
People would rather placate you than sit with the uncomfortable truth that some people are just not meant to be around other people
People will tell me i deserve things but deserving something and getting it are two different things. There are so many people in the world who deserve things that they dont get so like?? Thsts just empty placations to me. Because the truth makes people uncomfortable
So theres literally no point in encouraging me to meet new people unless you take joy out of seeing people treat me like shit lmfao because at this point that is the only reason why can see anyone continuing to say that
Its genuinely wither i shut everyone out or i gtfo of here. And since i dont have the mental strength to do that being by myself is the only option
Self preservation shouldn't be seen as being "afraid of being hurt" and even if it is? Why is not wanting to be hurt a bad thing? Why is it considered a bad thing to not want to be treated like shit??
Im exhausted with having to always vouch for my humanity and then have everyone act like im in the wrong for doing so. People are only mad because now other people dont have access to me. And like i said it's not like anyone was checking for me anyway
This shit is exhausting to constantly have people gaslight you into thinking that you are always the problem and you must have done something for people to treat you this way even if you've done nothing wrong
Because the only thing im missing out on is more people treating me like shit and then throwing their hands up and acting like im the bad guy for being upset. Fuck that. Im not playing these stupid fucking games anymore.
Id literally rather spend the rest of my life in solitude than befriend a another person ever again at this point. And that shouldnt be some controversial take. There is no "for now" this is forever. My boundary is no one gets access to me and i don't care what im "missing out on"
The only thing that exists for me is unconditional hatred and cruelty and im tired of people trying to tell me itll get better or "oh well THIS time itll work out!" And then i end up worse thab where i wws before. I literally attract nothing but evil fucking people so what is the point?
There is no mystical one person for me because thats a fucking myth. No one will ever truly unconditionally love anyone and thats a hard truth no one ever wants to acknowledge. Love in all its forms is conditional and when youre ugly and unattractive theres no such thing as unconditional anything
Im not allowing myself to be easy access to horrible people and almost every person i meet is a horrible fucking person whos life mission is to break me even more than ive already been broken. Im done allowing people access to me. No one gets access anymore.
And people act like theres some magical one person that will come out of no where to save me, when literally almost every single person i have met has left me worse than they found me able to go on with their lives. Fuck that.
It doesnt matter what people say. People will aways be out for themselves, have ulterior motives, and br willing to fuck you over at the slightest opportunity. Why would i continue to fucking put myself through that? Why would i allow myself to continue to be abused?
The only common denominator in my pain is other fucking people. If i cut interacting with other people out of my life my life is significantly better, but as soon as i open up to someone it all goes down hill from there. My mental health is at least manageable on my own
Im a social experiment at this point, a test subject to see the lengths of human will to live
Its exhausting being the universes punching bag. And it's even more exhausting having to continue on for other people
The concept of just opting out of life
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