it feels like i have nothing left to lose now. im just gonna give up and sleep in the bed which i call my grave.

current status of warframe.. this is.. insane. then again, what else is there for me to do at this rate.

this 1988 5.7L TBI V8 from a gmc suburban is really giving me a hard time, its flooded because how many times people cranked it without removing the injector fuse, letting it fill, i watched flames burst from thethrottle body, though they were quick.. gonna fix it up by the end of my module WOOOO 🛻

oh hun, this is absolutely amazing and really well done! (it looks really fkn cool)

i love you hun, dont ever hesitate to come talk to me, okay..? ❤️❤️❤️

the cat gave a sacrificial gift, one that may dawn a new era of chaos! (happy birthday boo~)

i also love the 2nd one more, its perfect for.... SPOOOOOKYYY MONTHHHHHH

absolutely gorgeous work hun 💞

My wifey is slowly helping me heal, maybe she was meant to be my soul mate, lover and guardian angel all at once as if she had fallen down from those exact heavens she has belief in, i may be religionless, but she is my fallen angel in the best ways possible

for context, in her 4th ability, glory on high, the ephemera just.. vanishes, i'd LOVE for the eros wings to stay visible when in that mode so she actually looks like an angel, but warframe has it to where they always vanish if it is a pair of wings. synadanas do not count i believe

if only warframe let you keep this thing visible in her 4th flight ability, he's the "angel" warframe essentially, but.. everybody calls jade the pregnant frame and all, even tho she technically was, but still, warframe, give me the option to hide ephemeras or not!! it'd help for 90 fov folk, yippee

i have many disease in brain, am i like kurt? i mean curt, uhhhhh... you saw nothing!!!!

(really neat idea hun!! :3)

what if you made me into a pikmin? lmao

also.. might start posting warframe stuff here, who knows

back in car mech classes like usual.. missing my @sciampth.bsky.social quite a bit, someway, somehow, she always remains on my mind, no matter where i go or what im doing, im always thinking of you, love you baby!!! hopefully i can see you soon ❤️❤️❤️

also...

🍤🍤🍤🍤🍤SHROMP🍤🍤🍤🍤🍤

heh... looks good mi amor~ i ddint tell you, but last night i had quite an adorable encounter with a little jumpung spider :>

why must my worries keep hitting me right where it hurts most even if i spend time with her? my worries just get worse and worse and theres no way to truly getbrid of them nor get reassured of it, it seems.. fuck life, why must you put me through such a strain?

the demon craves violence, he requests his mother to commit those crimes that he craves

these are absolutely adorable hun ♡

spooky month is soon, my beloved~

not really excited for my 19th birthday which is in 27 days at the time this is posted. all i expect is the same, boring bullshit that its been every year, at home, no friends around, just me, more than likely alone in my place. no hopes for any of my birthdays in this fucked up world..

and this is who you love btw :3 🐕
LOVE YOU BAAAAABEEEEE

my happiness which has slowly vanished*

im not doing so well, i just wanna shut my brain off entirely

yknow.. i dont even know if anyone gives any f*cks about how i feel or whatever, but i cant seem to shake off my depression. not only can i not sleep properly at all anymore, im losing my will to do things, losing any happiness has slowly vanished, and now im bored with my life.. what do i do now..?

once broken... soon repaired by love

happily taken by my lovely @sciampth.bsky.social for 5 years
if you want some context about me, im just your out of place adhd×autism fueled xbox gamer, love to play warframe