Despite everything,
Posts by Natalie O'Connor
black and white drawing of an underwater scene. a large bird sticking it's head into the water, surrounded by shocked fish
WHATS UP YOU WET MOTHERFUCKERS
Digital Circus is for frickin girls sorry. If you buy a ticket to that shit and you're a guy... Like sorry bro but people are gonna think you're gay. You should be watching Gaslight District bro, you're just begging to be pegged bro.
Cartoon of man exasperatedly throwing his hands up and saying "I guess"
Millions of lapsed Catholics realizing that they have become realigned with the Pope against their will
italian olympian that did a promotional ad for a cheese company
italian olympian that did a promotional ad for a cheese company but shes smiling
when youβre hanging out with cheese and the cheese tells you a funny joke
Ok, feeling much more sane now that the job interviews are done and I got some writing done today. Thanks for your patience, and all that! It will happen again.
I feel like as i have lost weight I am getting less and less butch and this leads me to wonder if I will lose the magic butchsmell
Once had a hookup where the femme told me I "smelled so fucking good, do all butches smell like that?"
I admitted I didn't do anything and have never once put on deodorant.
I was told immediately and with great force "DON'T START!"
I think about this moment often. I shall keep my word.
Your DMs aren't open but I can definitely think of friends slightly more famous than me. Im also a headcase trans precariat ex-civil servant who now writes weird erotica for a living if that makes a good interview???
!!!! <3 the praise sustains me
jesus christ (33) donald trump (79) problematic age gap relationship
jesus christ (2026) donald trump (79) even more problematic age gap relationship
Made some progress at a 50k word commission yesterday but I can't *just* have that on the burner. That is too much bound up in one thing.
Going to try to write some quick and plot light stuff today. Just to build confidence - too much plugging await at longer, high- concept stuff that I'm uncertain anybody actually enjoys. Need some quick wins.
Job interview this week, as well.
EHRS!
Well well well.
girl that never learned how to do a proof: i got straight a's in highschool ππ i can totally help with your coursework!
girl who currently fighting for her life in the trenches of multivariable calculus: can you go back to licking my boots clean please
The links in my last post were broken, very cool bluesky. Anyway - new public story, FREE RANGE. Industrialised #vore. Horror. Micros ending messily. On sizefiction, giantessworld and eka's. #sizesky #sizekink
aryion.com/g4/view/1253...
sizefiction.net/story/show/1...
I just want to write, but also the bpd creature inside of me means that if people aren't praising stuff, I immediately want to crawl into a hole and die.
Creatives, eh? Who'd be one?
At least if I get a job, this can go back to just being fun again.
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BASEBALL YURI (1/5)
manul monk reading from the book of pumpkins
impossible to tell if he's annoyed or just lost in thought
(commission)
So she just continued, harder, until eventually tearing at me with meat claws. And have scars on me that make me want to die every time I see them. And I'm also angry at myself for continuing to be friends with her for months so to all my friends it looks like I just randomly decided I hated her.
But I then said, in a vaguely-coherent way, "no, no, continue" in this far-away, incoherent way. Because I couldn't think straight with the adrenaline and pain.
In my mind if somebody safewords out, you fucking stop especially if she is no longer coherent afterwards
Because I wanted things to go back to how they were before. I blamed myself. She is almost a decade younger than me, and it wasn't like I didn't want to have sex that night. I should have just tapped out the moment it was too much.
But I HAD tapped out. I safeworded out earlier that evening.
You know, for pulling pork. And fucked me up so bad, like that. I assumed she knew what she was doing. She later told me she'd never done that before.
The scars are in a disgusting grid over my belly. I hate them. I hate her. I tried to deal with it by just...continuing to be friends. For months.