Wait new opportunity: someone take over my debt and in return I will ✨️owe you✨️and then we recreate the plot of any number of my favourite debt-themed BL manhwa.

I quit sex work and now I can't pay my bills and I owe hundreds of dollars to people threatening me with a very ✨️ good ✨️time 💕
Trying to tell myself it's all worth it, because as terrible as this is, at least I'm free from the industry........ and that's...... better.... right.....?. RIGHT?

A stupid blonde twink in Gothic clown makeup and cat ears poses over an image of gay porn fan art of two characters from a comic. The word bubble on the image says "cry harder for me little bitch", it's really hot.

I could give the context for this but I'm gonna gatekeep it for now.

I still exist sometimes also I'm going to be starting T hopefully soon okay bye for another month

Incredibly comical timing for my bank to email me asking if I have life insurance..........

It was a successful acid trip btw.

Last Friday I did acid and mushrooms,
I did not transcend,
I felt like a walking piece of shit,
in a stupid looking jacket.

Teens of Denial.....................
....... much to think about yes.

I rly threatened the world with "let me quit my meds or I'm gonna just gonna stop eating" and then I quit my meds and stopped eating anyways fbehwjdb I was only trying to expedite reaching my endgoal not destroy my life ahahaha

Definitely gay, that's for sure

I don't want to have schizophreniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Real

They keep pointing at me and pogging then saying i have cum gutters

So real so true

How many times will I rewatch Saltburn in the next week? How many times will I c

The fact that I don't have a dick attached to my body is honestly so tragic and homophobic.

Tattooing CSH's Twin Fantasy on my leg in my livingroom at 11pm is not self harm and I'm fine. (did that sound believable? Trying it on u guys before I say it to my therapist)

Im certifiably insane. Im actually losing it. Therapy yesterday was crazy from start to finish. I kind of want to die, kind of want to get so high I can't think straight. I'm drowning. Too poor to buy more drugs. Skipping meds. Just end me 🐶

WEEEE

In some random Cafe in Duluth, GA for wifi before going to get hibachi.

Old timey peepshow box with a person wearing s suit and bowler hat looking into it, captioned 'me pressing 'Show''

me pressing 'Show'

Looks super cozy!

I feel like I should make it clear that despite what I post: I'm not pro-ED / pro-ana, I'm literally just suffering from an ED and very sick in the head and if I don't talk about it somewhere I will simply die. I have mention of being in active ED in my bio just so ppl are aware if they follow me.

Coffee Table Drugs (acoustic), by Scout Vermin track by Scout Vermin

(Just a demo but-)
I quit my meds and wrote a song abt it. It's free to listen to and stuff.
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com/track/coffee...

Idk at what point everything got so bad for me, yeesh.

Coffee Table Drugs (acoustic), by Scout Vermin track by Scout Vermin

(Just a demo but-)
I quit my meds and wrote a song abt it. It's free to listen to and stuff.
scoutvermin.bandcamp.com/track/coffee...

I am deeply unwell 💕

Ceo of smoking weed and wasting food.