i should km/s sorry for ranting in gonna go read yaoi to soothe myself

i hate the labels i dont liek trans i dont like ftm i want to be a real boy😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

also i hate that whatever i do i will still have female genitals and boobs even if i do top surgery like the scars will be there and be PROOF that i WAS a girl.... you hsoyld be able to change sex when you reach 21 or soemhting

i still like cute things like hachiware tho i just want to be a boy and be free from society's standards and expectations from women and also not have boobs

and i keep being excluded from thungs like if i was a boy my brother would bring a cigar for me to smoke togetger during ny.. or we would go smoke cig together.. now he just bans me from doing it bc im a GIRL. im excluded from the brotherly activities

mom's friend keeps calling my brothers handsome... not me

my boobs ruin the fit, i wear my black thun jacket even if it's cold bc pink makes me all girly and i look bad

constantly being reminded that the things i do aren't ladylike... I GREW UP WITH 2 OLDER BROTHETS WHAT DO U EXPECT..

still on my jp trip yeah i wanna be a boy

hngguaarghh i want to smoke

fuji apple

apple n milk soft serve

aomori is apple heaven!!🍎🍏

this js the best fish ever... i've tried tons of fish and this is the most delicious yumm scrumptious fish..

oomf you're gonna be so disappointed... i live in indonesia.. but this is what i usually eat

apparently ayam brand products are from singapore so maybe they're available in asian markets?

didn't have my tea until late evening and i was sooo cranky all day like something was Off and i was Hungry despite eating so much food... when im in training again my monthly allowance is gonna be spent on tea bottles😟

i just get the curry flavour and eat straight from can😭 my mom usually adds onion to kill the fishy smell

didn't finish eating a bowl of ramen (i love noodles it's my fav good besides bread) who's proud of me...

just do strength training 3x a week and some cardio (light is ok!).. im not a gymbro but i like watching science based gymbro content and my favs are j3ff n1ppard and dr. m1ke isra4etel!

dumb question but what does that do? ik t pills but i've never heard of t gel

hachiware!! (=^•⩊•^=)

i hate dni it's sooo dumb like no one cares enough to check someone's dni before interacting.. blocking the account you don't like is wayy easier and stress free

im following his footsteps everytime i eat i thinl of him

t0wa doesn't even finish his honey toast bye that's like 2-3pc of bread with butter and honey AND HE DOESN'T FINISH IT

my mom is alwaus suspicious of me when i go too long in the restroom,,, like today i went to the toilet and took like 10mins maybe to Freshen Up.. and she thought i was purging😭 girl i won't purge over like 6 small bites of cake and 4 sips of cocktail.. that's just too much work

buffet = opportunity to b/p uuyggghh i hate having this minset too

my alcohol is tea and my cig is lemon soda

my motivation is honestly t0wa like ik his whole character isn't just smoker alcoholic sh type of guy but him reaching for booze and cig when hungry is just So.. triggering i think,,,

ignore the cals my total was 1363,, the app is slow but!! 1800c deficit is insane that's my tdee + 20 mins exercise

every1 is so skinny here goddamn i might be the fattest person in the stores💀

same all of my hs friends are going abroad and i dropped out from college 2x🫂

it was omg the dipping sauce was rich🤤🤤

soup's no.1 fan fr!

no way im going to ikebukuro tomorroe to visit yaoi dungeon.. this is perfect THX ^_^