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🔴🐱enjoyers can finally stop crashing out the voice acting thing i'm so happy they've found peace

Feeling like! A failure! 🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠🫠

if it wasn't for the fact i have friends in the ecks eye vee community i'd have left it ages ago, no shade. like i almost wish i had never started gposing because you have a pretty character and all of a sudden you have an entire audience of 1k+ people waiting to 'um actually' your every thought.

idk it's gonna sound really stupid but the fact that as a latino i get barely (if any) help when i'm struggling and need like less than 100 bucks to make it to the end of the week but let some white person post abt something and it's their kofis full and gfms paid for. idk man.

and i see that post going around talking abt how dt was a good expac and it has been for a lot of reasons but also as a latino fuck the entire dev team and their promises of cultural sensitivity and good rep. they fumbled the ball so hard on that to the point i dont want them to touch tural again.

like idk i try really hard to not be That Guy when it comes to art and whatever but it just kinda hit me so weird..... like. i get it's supposed to be innocent but it's Really Not because your art doesn't exist in a bubble.

im not gonna go too deep into it and i can send you the name of the artist but it just. hit me in a really. weird way. idk.

idk maybe im too woke but drawing the standard wol as a beastmaster holding the tyrant by a leash and collar because he's a 'behemoth' is kinda. weird. idk.

and you wanted to come out here and attack my friends too? attack a thesaurus and a mental health clinic appointment first. attack an ancestry test first.

at her big age of 35 and you're out here race-baiting and cosplaying other peoples' culture, whole time you can't even write your own posts and gotta get your 20-something year old boyfriend to write your posts for you.
you cannot make this shit up bro lmfao.

was reminded about nashu's stalker again.
i fucking hate h1ld1br4nd

oh, there's my breaking point.

evergreen

i wish one comment didn't stick with me so fucking bad all goddamn night.

like we just gotta... idk. like it's just kinda dogshit to have people with constant pedantry i guess. always assuming everyone is a bad faith actor. to have morality questioned over the littlest things. so many big blow-outs and crashouts could just be conversations.

i gotta be honest i really haven't enjoyed the entwittification of the ecks eye vee community since the 2nd great exodus.

laughably topical now actually lmfaoooo.

general vent btw.

oh so we just went full mask off regarding ai usage, huh? well.

laying in bed next to my husband and watching my cocomelon (Nate the hoof guy, Bernadette banner, vintage restorations) teehee

i've been denied for disability for 7 years running. yep.

love being denied for jobs bc i'm disabled but not disabled enough.

grandmother's on the way out.
i keep having ptsd nightmares.
my neck and shoulders are sore because i was thrashing due to said ptsd nightmares.

i just want a break, dude.

my arfid has backslid so much because i just can't get seen by a therapist. and when i do they can't help me. i'm tired of this shit.

i don't like feeling numb and sad and weepy, i linger on it too long and it destroys me. people literally make jokes as a coping mechanism for grief. it is painful but it doesnt look the same for everyone, goddamn. me grieving does not mean i don't seek joy until i'm done grieving, be fr.

i love when people assume that just because i'm in the process of grieving and preparing for the loss of my grandmother that it suddenly means i don't want to do anything other than weep and cry. that i don't want to play games.

shit sucks but gposing is my creative outlet and games distract me.

and to top it all off, my breakfast this fucking morning was mostly opened. i give the fuck up.

and there goes my mother guilting me to try to get me on a plane because I’m going to leave my grandmother with the want to see me before she dies. I really don’t need this.

i'll get over it.