Digital Gesture Drawing with NORM YouTube video by GRIZandNORM

www.youtube.com/watch?v=8IA5...

despite all warnings i forgot the reason you need frying oil to be high heat is so that the thing doesn't sit in the oil and soak it up
my french toast is so oily...

ohh hi the guiltygear movie had a biscuit bath scene yayy

😱

yaaay

watched hundreds of beavers
i.... huh??? wha?????
(it was good tho)

that one's rotten eggs; i've been smelling burnt eggs -- probably nasal infection

yaaaaay

replace with paws

smelling burnt eggs in my nose isn't totally unwelcome but it is very weird walking in the rain expecting petrichor and getting eggs instead

careful of "need"! i find i start to dip into unhealthy habits when my brain starts to conflate "want" and "need", especially against mental physical limits -- goes worse with that layer of guilt

ohnoo
i hope its not too stressy and brownies are tastyyy

HUGE SPiDER NExt TO bED aUUGH

intrusive thought lmao

I'm glad to see you having fun drawing lately!! very fun and cute

A painting of a semi-transparent ghost shrimp balancing on top of a marimo moss ball, long antennae sweeping backwards.

Ghost Shrimp 🦐 🟢

oh hey sourdough is nice for grilled cheese
my cheese pull was awful tho 8/10

oh no the eggs i burnt and got stuck to the pan have come back to haunt me 😱😱😱😱

??? i keep smelling fried eggs that don't exist

yaaa

aaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!

very neat! i think i bounced off it a few times, but definitely lotta things to appreciate more as time goes on

hufh
17776 was a whole lot of something to binge in one sitting

intrusive thoughts, intrusive memories
mine like to show me guilt trips!
they get better when i can focus on other things
i think the worst of it could be medicated, but that's also for the thing that intrusive thoughts are associated with in the other replies

i don't think [never work unless fun (: ] is right either, i wouldn't have drawn so much if everything else didn't accumulate
probably having trouble if brain likes stress as a multiplier
having a choice, i think? having some more control

i think i've been trying to like.... deprogram? my brain from using guilt and "duty?" as motivation? like... "i'm not doing enough therefore i should grind and bleed until it works"
and sometimes someone has to, but
reliance sucks

i was gonna draw a thing yesterday but brain was out of it lmao

ribbon bunny blow kiss

buby

bunday funday sunday

some doodles from tonight