trying to restart my desire to art by making ocs...

I'll learn this medium properly i said

mixing colors? Just do On canvas i insisted,

goldfish

sometimes I stare at my art in the dark to see if it makes values stand out

clenching my fists i can draw i can draw i can draw i can draw

hm

(and if I found out theres small little buildings around my area including libraries, book donations, and PAINTING DONATIONS that's simply none of his business)

father: why r u finishing it in acrylic instead of digital
me: more people need to accept that you simply Do because you Want

using oil then watercolor makes you realize how fucjing easy acrylic is

haha

i just feel kind of empty all day since all i've known since i was a kid was art, so i'm trying to fill the spot with all the cooking and petsitting and finding something for myself but like man. i want to love painting again

my childhood friends have been so supportive of me all this time, since the time we met till adulthood, genuinely wishing me the best in my art career and i just feel so terrible now that i can barely feel joy when i paint or draw

it looks like a really messed up foot and I kind of don't want to progress from here bc of that

funny guy

Every day I debate between cooking a new dessert, drawing, or sleeping for another 12 hours

I painted this with the sunlight directly on the screen but I’m kind of.. liking it..

welcome to the DUMPSTER 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

welcome to my wip trashcan