Drip, drop, drip #ventapp

(2/2) Repeated to myself for a bit, and tried to keep saying while I started crying, too. Couldn't really keep at it when i was tearing up, cause saying 'You're safe. You're in a safe place" was pretty heartbreaking, cause of realizing that I wasn't really in a safe place before

(1/2) A couple of days ago, I tried to speak out loud to myself while I was driving. Just to help myself. I kept repeating:

"Things are okay. You are safe. You are in a safe place."

#vent #ventapp #ventugee

My S/O loves his birthday gift. His birthday is actually tomorrow, but I've been waiting since the 20th to give it to him, cause it's a new winter coat he can wear when he's doing his job outside. Wasn't thrilled I gave it a day early until he realized what it is and why sooner 🤭

ow 😅

oh, that sounds a little better than mine, mine was from just one impact and a small fracture, but on the tip of my toe

oouch, fractures are no fun.. my last fracture took about 6-9 months to heal properly.. I can't remember..

I won my 1st genuine giveaway entry🥹✨️ Context, a friend was doing a giveaway, but I already paid for my "prize". I wasn't thrilled to find out her method of giveaways. I made my order to find out I'm a part of rigged giveaway 🫠 Girl, we've known each other since grade 8, why you do that 😩 #ventapp

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try and listen to my local news, I've been ignoring it since I moved, cause it eventually just got stressful with my last household, js. try again for conversation starters irl

little annoyed, need a tube for a tire and waiting to get sent the link is taking way too long. I'd like to look for it myself, but I don't know the size of my little tire 😤😫 #ventugee

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Being with the Vent app for so long. I only shared the situations in my life, and not sharing their names. One counselor I was able to share names, cuz she's from the same town of the family I was dealing with-instantly knew I dealt with truama.

Tharepist+Realization of sharing the names=Empowering

"It's okay to just vent". Y'all that's so hard to do with all the censoring and monitoring online. TalkLife basically kept me logged out for 1 day, cause some kid decided to make every single 1 of my posts about himself 😤 I left a Beta Tester review to dispute me. I ain't that much fluff on my vents

Dejecting when my dad invites me over for "dinner" for their leftovers when they're already done eating. My mom saw the texts to just go back home and drop of their leftovers next time. I don't feel invited for dinner when they're already done eating. No quality time with that type of invitation.

Finally checked out the Vent app Dsicord and that's slowly going like Vent did. There was like 2 given discord invites and I accepted the one link that felt more peaceful.

Had to go from 200GB of storage on my Google Photos to 2T of storage, cause i was unable to keep up downsizing my saved memes 🙃 It's going to talk a while for baby's photos to upload and get added to the album

candle light vigil for vent🕯️ rest in peace

They didn't have enough workers to monitor people's posts on the app... As well as other features. I hope they're doing well and I understand they did their best with the lack of people for the app. It was a cozy app

I just found that ShareSpace shutdown their server 😔 I was wondering why it wasn't loading earlier...

I have uninstalled well over 100 apps on my phone. One of my goals this year. Some I wanted to see how it was, but weren't for me after 1 or 2 times using. Others I haven't used in years. Some, I found out shutdown after I had baby boy. Rip, so much, IMO, shutdown their servers 😔 More apps later

(3/3) our family may be a dysfunctional family dynamics, but it's more functional then our family we didn't grow up with

(2/3) it isn't easy, but i was able to apologize for my behavoir when we were children, among this whole situation. our aunty is treating her the same way I was treated when I was living with her in my teen years.

(1/3) my sister is kind of understanding of what i had to deal with, growing up. just unfortunate that she had to experience it first hand to understand, since i'm not living there anymore. she gets it now. mostly just false accusations, false behavioral problems, and projections.

a close up of a helmet with the disney logo in the corner ALT: a close up of a helmet with the disney logo in the corner

*accidentally shared too much*

Reading am article and I'm seeing "self-compassion"... I get it, my username for my anonymous posts online. I completely forgot what that side of myself was... trauma doesn't need to be just in childhood, it can be any age with my thought process and past experiences about it 😔

(2/2) Cause it's been close to 3 years since I finally got away from her and only talk with her when I want to. I really want to raise my son a bit more better than how I grew up...

(1/2) Trying to figure out what even happened during my 20s. It really didn’t help, but stunt me. Wasn't helpful to have my grandmother make herself seem like a doting "parent", when in reality I've been trying to get away from her the whole time. I'm really struggling to unlearn the survival mode

My hun left early yesterday morning, and I've been feeling a bit lonely since I woke up yesterday. Tryna get things done still for today. Usually I ask him to bring puppy out for a potty while I take care of baby during the day. Just one thing. He said he'd back late in the night, tonight.

My son got complimented on being a confident baby on Friday 🥰