reality is a continuous delusion - there are no rules for how we want to perceive it. it is different for everyone; our thoughts and perspectives shape it into the way it is, whatever that "is" is. what you do and want, is up to you

consider both realities to be true and maybe you can be more happy

working as a developer in the public transport sector has made me realise it would be awesome to have a job involving trains,,,

the most insane feeling when you meet up with a client and someone's eyes light up because "omg, you're from the team that makes this??! we love your product" 🥹

my boobs soreness can be used as fortune telling, I ask a question and press lightly, depending on if the soreness is tingly or painful I can take decisions confidently

i stink different It's throwing me off balance🎚️

self improvement arc lets fucking goooooooo!!!!!!

also 2026 goal is to start enjoying things more and not caring so much, way too fucking concerned about being a tourist and therefore my all interests and hobbies are invalid

i feel too much aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
dumb ahh brain but everything is so much more clear now wow

i just explained my gf being trans as "she's updating her bios" ☠️

honestly they should increase my salary just because i have to work through both my assigned tasks and dysphoria, it's like twice the work

being normal & typical seems like such a boring life

i love my girlfriend so fucking much i didnt think it would be possible

not related to the last post btw

everything is fine, but i feel so awful i might actually puke

walking out of the pharmacy with 200 needles was, indeed, a mood

i hate dysphoria

okay i get it now im crazy envious of my gf's hrt changes please let me start already please please please please

girl dih

happy new year!!!!

hello chat so 2025 wrapped what's the most important things:
- I finished my master's
- I started working full-time
- realised I'm a girl
- got a beautiful girlfriend

an alright year I'd say

broken brain is broomf brain

I'm just a friend? :c thought i was oomf to you,,,,

My friends are the best in the entire world, I could never change them out

mood swings are natural but my wand always makes me happy

I hate how pathetic I am over getting jealous that others are happy

Reality is fucking awful, I know

what if we napped on the floor together ~

ここだよ～

oops I disappeared again