Lately I’ve been obsessed with pins. I’ve covered both of my bags, and my 2 favorite hats with pins. I bought like 2 100 count packs of pins off Amazon. 200 pins on my doorstep!!!

Now I’m visiting coffee shops and wandering through the isles of the craft store, even went to the movie theater for the first time in years. And when I do log in and play that game that was once my entire life, it’s actually fun again.

I used to spend my days chained to my computer. That’s where my friends are, that’s where the games that helped me escape are. But I don’t feel that need to escape anymore. The ones closest to me are right here next to me. That suffocating anxiety no longer creeps up my throat when all is quiet.

*fully restores your HP as you scroll past*

By the time we were raiding together you were definitely good enough, it’s awesome that you got out there and rocked it. I hope one day after some R&B from the game we get to raid again someday 🫶🏻

They got me a flareon (my fave!!!!) plush for Christmas and I literally won’t put her down I’m taking her everywhere. Her name is Miya (pronounced like Mia) I LOVE HER

Ngl fam moving is stressful as hell but I’m laying in bed with my comfort YouTube videos on and listening to the muffled snores of my partners and I think it’s all gonna be okay

Looking back at January from now it’s like, holy fucking shit. You really can just turn your life all the way around and completely rebuild it.

Relationships have always kinda just happened to me tbh but this one feels like…. I chose it. Like this less happened to me and more like, I’m fully present and considering myself and what I want.

The bangs in question + snazzy new hat

I cut my bangs completely on a whim bc I saw this really pretty lady at the checkout counter who wore her hair exactly like me just with bangs

Swamped with work…. but monster hunter…

At least my best friend will be here in the morning ;; bless her heart for coming to visit me during all this

I can’t even remember the last time my heart hurt this deeply

Starting a new farm in stardew valley as a reward for turning in that work project yesterday!!

My close friends always tell me how brave and strong I am but honestly I don’t feel like I am at all ;;

I’ve never run into a life decision that was as big and scary as this before and the pit in my stomach never really goes away :(

I wake up late and then as a consequence of that I work late, and THEN as another consequence I play late and the cycle repeats…

Okay you can tell I’m tired bc I said first hour, then I said two hours in… whatever lol

I’m fine for like the first hour of raid and then like 2 hours in I’m tired… idk why

Anyways my besties finally wore me down and got me into yugioh and Live Twin has my brain in a chokehold

Haven’t used this account for a year but came back to obsess over new fixation

My cat, an idiot: Those ornaments look exactly like my toys. Why can’t I play with them?

Me, pinnacle of animals: That felt frog wearing a top hat is to celebrate The Lord

Wrapping my anti-depressant pills in cheese to trick myself into thinkin’ I’m gettin’ a treat ;;