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oh dammit i forgot i was on priv! should be public now :D ily dahlia oomf ill follow you back on there ty!

i think im gonna go on a bit of a bsky hiatus and focus on other socials :3

if oomfs want to stay in contact id be very happy to exchange discords, and you can also follow me on tumblr @appleferns and pinterest @applefern :D

oh...is mercury in retrograde? that explains a lot

hey, uh, y'all *do* know that chatgpt *is* generative ai, too, right? it's not just art. gen-ai is not just stealing & scraping the internet for art, it is *also* stealing & scraping the internet for all types of written word.

you cannot be anti gen-ai and still use chatgpt. all gen-ai is harmful.

a picture of a chick with the new grass starter's beak and eyebrows badly edited on. the tumblr post underneath it says "i'll kick anyone's ass. ill kick your ass. i'll kick your dog's ass. i'll kick my own ass"

I like the new bird

ngl. feel very fortunate im discovering i might have an issue with gluten After gluten free oreos came out. ill survive chat

me always: and i am also here ☝️

when im messaging among others in a group about thoughts and opinions and everything i say is just getting completely overlooked as they all reply to each other and its like i might as well not even be there. haha. ha.

OH MY GOD MY FREE 10 PULL. THEY FAKED ME OUT AGAIN IT WAS A 5* ON THE LEVER 😭 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU

my test results were normal. i feel very demoralized. it was so incredibly perfect and checked a lot of boxes with what im dealing with but i guess that means nothing. i feel so crazy constantly experiencing so much difficulty getting through the day and then im just told im completely healthy.

ppl dont talk enough about how much it fucking sucks to have joint pain in ur hands. so im here to do that. IT FUCKING SUCKS TO HAVE JOINT PAIN IN UR HANDS I NEED THOSE TO DO LITERALLY EVERYTHING AND NOW EVERYTHING HURTS 😫😫😫😫😫

and some of ur friends still associate w those people and it just kinda feels so invalidating, like it didnt matter to anyone else but me. but i cant entirely be upset bc i never explained everything bc my abuser conditioned me into thinking its wrong to tell people the bad things others do...anyway

when im reminded and have flashbacks to when i was bullied by people enabled by my abuser and how terrifying it was to suddenly have ur only support system turn on u. hhhh

they poked me and stole my blood :D i prob won't know results until monday, so now i wait with bated breath. i have so many identical symptoms ill be really lost again if this isn't it :C but what's meant to be, will be!

srsly! 😭 it's the same here, more expensive and you get way less :c

u really don't realize how much stuff in america has gluten until u might have to go gluten free o-o

Rem has to eat his sketti... or else

impulsively messaged my doctor about getting some blood work done based entirely on a suspicion i have, and the sweetheart that she is she sent the orders in, so im getting that done in an hour! 😭 wish me luck! i hope i get some of my questions answer at least 💚

and the whole time you were under the impression that everything was totally fine LOL #audhd #neurodivergent #autism #actuallyautistic #adhdmeme TikTok video by myk | audhd

www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8x8SRsJ/

happy birthday amelia!!! 💚🥳 i hope you have an amazing day!

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ive gotten a lil addicted to deadlock. its sm fun esp w friends :3

srry im posting a lot of hot takes lately my hormones are outta wack and im one bad day away from committing arson

hot take i think it's incredibly scummy to not only put music behind a pay wall but a limited time paywall, as artists should not treat their fans differently and give them special treatment for simply having expendable funds. yes this is about twenty one pilots and drag path

im so fucking happy jacksepticeye played myvoicezoo i needed this

(i understand and have great compassion for those who struggle with confrontation due to trauma and this is not about them, this is just about people who tell others their issues with someone and refuse to resolve the problem/people who struggle to say no and blame others for expecting honesty 😭)

context for this is when i would ask a friend to hang out, they would tell me yes, and then later tell me i pressured them because they struggle to say no and it was wrong of me to ask at all. that i shouldn't ask because they won't be honest. that shit still sticks with me

id rather upset someone with honesty than lies any day of my life. honesty is like ripping off a bandaid, it sucks but then its over, but lying will seep into every future relationship they will ever have through their fear to trust what they're told is the truth

hot take it really frustrates me when people are like "i don't like confrontation/what if the truth upsets them" i fear speaking negatively about people behind their back is a far worse way to hurt someone than simply being honest with them, that behavior traumatizes people for life

everything i wanja be im just not. i wanna be a creative person and i cant do shit without just copying from others