Sometimes I feel like I don't fit in with the fandom. Which feels wrong since this is where the peeps who feel they don't belong go to feel they belong, but I sometimes just don't. It's dumb because all it really is that I fit NONE of the furry stereotypes, yet it still makes me feel sad sometimes 🙃

🤍 I wonder if there will be a day that I could commission art of all these scenes. These are the struggles that all my Souls face. I would love to bring that to fruition! After thinking about the Blue Soul's, that when I began to wonder. And that's how they all came to be. I must put that to use! 🤍

🩵 Even with the masks of a happy facade, it cannot fully contain the truth. Struggle lies within us all. It is eternal. How can you help each other if you cannot even help yourself. Pathetic. Why not resign yourself to the winter that is inevitable? Open up your eyes and remove the need to fight. 🩵

❤️ I know that even with boundless willpower to keep the fire alive, it requires equally boundless fuel that I do not have. I am close to losing control. I am close to losing sight of the sun. Sunset means the fight must continue against my wishes. This is what I fear the most. I am not infallible. ❤️

🧡 I don't have the trust in anyone to settle on any desire. Doomed to walk the earth alone forever? Can I really be content with that? I have seen what happens when one must walk that path. I can't let that happen to me. But I sometimes feel the desire to reach out of my cave. Then... I remember. 🧡

💛 How can I remind myself to stay grounded when I am stuck in this addiction? Should pleasure be the only think I care about when others fight so hard for even a shred of what I have? Should I reach out? Should I share? How could I when it makes me feel this way? Like a forbidden static shock... 💛

💚 Ya know, all I wanted was to make other people happy. I thought that was my purpose after going through what I have. I learned the hard way that life is so much more complicated than that. Nothing can be that simple. A river can become a torrent in the blink of the eye. I fell victim to that. 💚

💙 I know what it is I want. That's what I thought. I travelled far and wide for it, tore my life to shreds for it. ...only to find that it was never meant for me. Something else is. But now that I have nothing left, is it worth striving for? When I throw caution to the wind... this is my fate. 💙

💜 I would rather have nothing at all than to have only a little bit. When you are aware of what could be but then denied your share... that is the true cruelty of life. After all it is in the saying "Ignorance is bliss" right? When you are not ignorant but have nothing... therein lies the void. 💜

Hang on a sec! I know a way I can test if I am an effective writer or not!

...any artist I can kommish to draw exactly what they see from reading this first experimental page...

How it turns out could serve a great answer, surely!

Wait. No. Being broke aside, there IS something missing.. Oof.

Am I a good writer yet? I've started an experiment of sorts. Now that I have the Purple Soul... I think I now know how I wanted to take this story.
It always felt very off giving it to the Blue Soul... while not unfitting of him, there are just some scenes that he cannot sell, that HE can...

I run a skunk named Cumulus. This is perfect. o.o

If you see this, post your OC masturbating

Brought to you by @foxudders.bsky.social ^^;

Haha! I have a Lycanroc as my Pokesona. And he is a hybrid between the anthro and feral forms of it!
Great if I weren't so financially challenged, I would be getting more art done of him in the latter form right now! >:3

Hah! I know a thing or three about how to wipe the smirk off his face! :3

The abuse of poor Jasper's tailhole continues with this commission for @photonphox.bsky.social.

#furryart #adultart #nsfw #takingtheknot #nsfwart #adultfurry #adultfurryart #nsfwfurry #nsfwfurryart #bobcat #fox

Argh if this were actually to become a possibility then I KNOW I will need to split my account in two again because logistics demand I do as such and such logistics among SO MANY other things are deterrent enough to convince me NOT to pursue said possibility.
Why has this been on my mind so much...

I dunno if I WERE to become a known content creator, I guess I would lean into being a socially awkward luddite and be a total juxtaposition of the expected streamer who knows everything about making streams and models as pretty as possible... I did say I like breaking norms, after all...

I do enjoy being the antithesis to furry stereotypes, now that I think about it.
Soooome of them...
A bottom fox I am NOT. And I love it~
...but a total luddite who can't do tech of any kind in any way to save my life...? ...oof.
I can operate a computer, and get things going, but... that's it XD

That said, I still dunno what I am doing or what I expect from it yet? Like... right now it's like- "I just kinda want to catch rare feats and events live, and not much more than that" kind of thing. Me? A famous content creator? As if lmao XD
At most, maybe I can be less of a luddite, but still...

I have decided to give streaming Pokemon and Super Animal Royale a try because shiny hunting and SAR leaderboard climbing? But because I am the antithesis to the techie furry stereotype I hesitate to think it is a good idea to do so?
I am just surprised and impressed nothing's exploded yet o.o

𝘾𝙤𝙢𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙎𝙥𝙤𝙩𝙡𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩

Theme Doodle for Cosmic! ❤️

How? How does the new fire starter have 62 entries on e6 already?? I know the fandom works fast, but this feels even faster than usual, what the HECK O.O

But there is a question that must be answered for my pessimistic, paranoid mind....

Must there also be a blizzard to block and interrupt the inevitable sunrise...? So far, the forecast is clear.
But there is nothing less predictable than the weather... We shall see....

Every day that passes.

I am a little better.

Can I revive who I used to be? If I am to survive, that is what I must do.

The cycle dictates that dawn must follow the night. Even with winter's everlasting nightfall... Light will come. It must.

Well. I did indeed have time for one more #UnownChallenge2026 hunt! And this time S is for Sandshrew! Not a legendary this time I know. But Sandshrew is SUCH a quick hunt in SS...
Luck was REALLY on my side! The Unown took 6,112 REs, but the shrew... the shrew was just 813. 10% of odds. Insane o.o

It saddens me that between 2018 and today, only one state was added to this list.
And it's god damn Texas 🥲

Hey! I got another entry for the #UnownChallenge2026 lined up for yas! The Unown shined after 5,320 REs (dual hunted on HGSS) and the Uxie after 3,714 SRs (tri hunted on BW2 and Platinum)!
I wonder if I have time for another OG odds hunt...? Wouldn't that be fun? XD
But for now.. U is for... Uxie!

I wonder what this says about me.
That I need to broaden my horizons some more? Maybe...
...
But that is simply too expensive lmao XD

My attachment to each Nintendo franchise
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Earthbound
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Metroid
❤️🖤🖤🖤🖤 Star Fox
❤️❤️❤️🖤🖤 Mario
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Rhythm Heaven
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 WarioWare / Wario Land
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Kirby
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Donkey Kong
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Pokemon
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 F-Zero
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Fire Emblem
❤️❤️🖤🖤🖤 Zelda
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Pikmin
❤️❤️❤️🖤🖤 Animal Crossing
🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤 Splatoon
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Xenoblade