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Yes!! If you don’t actually have ADHD apparently it makes you wired as fuck. I’ve had many people over the years offer me Adderall to ‘party’. I never accepted their offers for several reasons.
I don’t experience the ‘wired as fuck’ feeling at all… my brain just chills out a little.
Endometriosis can be a cruel disease. At least I got 1.75 good years of being relatively pain free minus the pain of recovery. I was hoping I would have more time.
I do wish that time had not been so chaotic - but most of the chaos have been factors totally outside of my control.
I took my normal dose of Adderall to try to cam this even and then fell asleep after my last posts. I was on the verge of tears but trying to make myself ‘go work’.
When your body has true dopamine issues I’ve learned this happens. Some ADHD brains take their Adderall to sleep - specifically.
Thank you for the Throne bill help. I’ll post more about it later. Pain and low energy are making shit hard right now.
I might just bail again. I feel terrible and have cried the past three days quite a lot. I’m not a crier, so basically… that’s pretty fucking bad for me.
I’m moving slow but I’ll be online for a chiller night than normal - I’m feeling pretty beat up but life tumbles on.
P.S. I have about 40 more hours of studying and need to hit my goal, which is at 72%, before I can go on my road trip to see my family.
Everyone needs to know who Ethel Cain is 🧡
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Thank you, Scott! I hope movie hangs with pals go well! I will be back online tomorrow as long as my body chills out. Brain and body being pissed = extra hard. One or the other = still shit but I can usually manage.
I sent MFC mail about this!!
I’m feeling way too in the dumps to cam this evening and be any fun, so no cam tonight.
I will be online tomorrow night unless my endo has other plans. It should feel better tomorrow if it’s somewhat back to its old ways. Still less pain than before but I’m pretty frustrated.
Hey mens...
I got somethin' real important to show you
So just sit down, click the link below and browse
My really awesome wishlist of curated things
And pick out a gift real special... https://throne.com/yarrow/wishlist
Hitting a wall. Feeling not good today emotionally and have mild endo issues too. I’m so tired of this shit.
We did some stuff n’ things for sure!!
Vielen Dank / Many thanks!!! 64% of the way to my road trip goal! I’ll be back online tomorrow night and Saturday night!
Online in about 15 minutes!
I think it looks ok but I cut it at 2am this morning while listening to paranormal stories. I tried a few new, to me, techniques so 🫣
I haven’t styled it yet. Uhm, I guess we’ll all find out together if it’s decent!
Hi!
I’ll be online tonight - 8:30pm-ish CT til midnight (willing to stay later if it’s popping!).
I also cut my hair finally… just in time for the super humid weather 😶🌫️
I'll be back on cam tomorrow night!!
I'm still gonna try to hit my travel goal by April 20th - all help is appreciated! 49% more to go aka 73,765 tkns 🙈
Travel goal - see my my oldest brother and his family >>> MFCsha.re/g/9igmsxdd
Wish I could read this fast!
Me too!!! And I hope you get more sleep but maybe not 10+ hours too often because that means you’re doing too much.
I needed it!! I’ve slept terribly this week but I think it’s endo / inflammation related.
I won't make it on cam tonight. I slept 12+ hours and woke up an hour ago. I have a lot of studying and reading to do - and I'm not fast.
I’ve got 74,266 tkns to make in 8 days LOL. If anyone wants to help out feel free to contribute on my MFCShare page or help via Throne (life bills section).
Update: I’m happy to report my ginger pills have worked and I’m no longer and lingering in ‘will-I or won’t-I’ throw up limbo at the moment. So that is a win for the evening.
Offline for the night… it was too slow for me to stay and right at the end got the endo throw up warning. Not my night. Thank you to those who came and said hello!
Any offline help on my ‘Road Trip to See Family’ goal would be very lovely. I have 9 more days to make it in time.
Get yur butts in here if you want me to stay --- only one person, Stiney, has talked to me in 40+ minutes.
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I just updated this!! Some life bills, a tie-dye t-shirt, some pans and a crowdfund goal too —- to go to a theme park 🎢🧡😎
Also, two very kind gifters, an Anon & Veni, have helped me with my home security system this week!! Vielen Dank!
Hey mens...
I got somethin' real important to show you
So just sit down, click the link below and browse
My really awesome wishlist of curated things
And pick out a gift real special... https://throne.com/yarrow/wishlist
I’m back on cam tonight to destroy them goals and have a good time doing it!
And ummm XXX Club Show (we didn’t make it last night but I did stay online til 1:30am)!
I’ll see y’all in 2-2.5hrs.