it do be like this sometimes

Also sister and family came for the holiday and I so looked forward to cooking for everyone. But ended up having a fever and still cooking for all but feeling like shit ;-; yay me

Personal/

So I finally got an official diagnosis and went to an adhd specialist. I had to drive nearly two hours but I hope it's worth it. Also most likely be audhs but that is something no woman here over 30 will ever be diagnosed lol. Because fuck our system.

Anyway I will also start medication

Checking in NASA'S live stream of the Artemis II and just noticed they have Sailor Moon's Artemis watching as well. I love dorks

ghost and fairy pokemon

Apr.1

夜桜の向こうに、十日余の朧月（とおかあまりのおぼろづき）。
（先ほど撮影）
今日もお疲れさまでした。

I played around with drawing on an iPad again. I couldn’t get accustomed when I tried years back. Not sure still but here’s my favorite prince of garbage for you all 💫

And half of it did rot in a box already and is unwashable so.. Yes that is that. I'm not even feeling much about it, Ive been so numb lately.
Feels like I'm in a different timeline than the me of 20years ago.

I really hate the me today.🤷

So while cleaning the garage, we cleaned out probably around 10 boxes of cosplays today.

Cause who we are kidding? that stuff is 20 years old, doesn't fit anymore, is ugly and my social anxiety won't ever let me wear a costume at all again or even attend a con probably till the end of my life. 🫠

A Pixel Art Scene with a blue vending machine at the center an two Tanukis trying to hide behind or on top of it.

It's been a while since I posted anything at all 🙈
But I try my best to be more active again.
Let's start with this Pixel Art I finally finshed 😊

Midna! I really hope they re-release twilight princess... pls

Lol autocorrect XD

Also the other day wife bought us glasses with cat ears 🤓 I love them so much but not myself enough that I would take a selfie. ❤️

Wer anscheinend abgeschoben werden soll: Menschen
Wer nicht abgeschoben werden soll: Autos

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I swear over a span of 5 minutes they probably said "caramel" more than I ever did in my lifetime

At a cafe. Older (75+) folks having a caramel macchiato. She bought it, brought it to the table "there's caramel in it. See if you like it" "ah coffee. Oh there's sugar in it.""No, caramel. CARAMEL. The stuff son likes in his coffee. Caramel is in it.""Ah caramel" 3rd person: "ah caramel"

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Thank you 🙏 ;-;

Totally unrelated: people who found the scooter gang in boba fett unrealistic have never EVER been to the countryside here lol

I wish my headaches and pain would be better with the medication but I honestly feel so defeated I doubt it will help at all 😭

But can't be treated for endo cause I have no 100% symptoms/visible (on any tool) clues for it they would need a surgery to confirm but no one would do.

So we finally found a capable obgyn who finally took me serious (mostly) and did not say "well we all have to go thru that (as a woman)" .

Probably most of my current symptoms are peri related and most pain MAY or may not be endo. So yep that's that. Got 160€ worth of meds for that now 😩

I always ask why is this generation like that?

Ah I'm so sorry that you have to deal with this. My grandpa was the same. He had a tiny little pill for something heart related and just thought it didn't matter if he didn't take it. Then he once took two and nearly died and had to be reanimated (he swore he saw the white light already 🤦‍♂️🤦‍♂️)