they are debating the top 5 MJs on baseball night in new york

i like it, it's like half octatonic, half harmonic minor

earned helplessness

i mean, i do feel better in comparison to yesterday

prayer

bras, panties, vaginas... im into all that shit

im such a woman

lutebox

notes column is a pro move

lately ive been realizing i do this too. i find myself thinking "what is another way to articulate how shitty i feel" instead of, you know, trying to feel better.

💕

actually that last part isnt entirelt true, its really just the ugly thing

every day i unravel this a little more, thankfully

damn wish i didnt spend my whole life conditioning myself to believe that im ontologically ugly and bad and anything i do or make definitionally sucks

We go way back

*looking at a picture of me*

damn i wish I looked like that

scrolling my own media tab to calm myself down

*sees any image of any woman* wahhhhhh why is that not me?

is there an artemister ii?

oh yeah synths with distortion sound cool as hell

oh well that's completely different then lol. a pure sine wave is one single frequency, it by definition can only sound like a sine wave.

a good amp will absolutely not make a sine wave sound like a guitar

still thinking about how, after losing 10 straight, with 1 out in the bottom of the 10th with a runner on third with the game still tied, mendoza chose to pitch to nico hoerner instead of walking him. unbelievable stupidity. you would walk just about any hitter in that situation, let alone him.

first therapy session scheduled

ladies restroom sign with an arrow pointing at me

ladies...

actually i just wanted to see if I noticed a difference between injecting day vs night. I know i probably wont but whatever.

i did my shot at work just because i can

an ad for Super Troopers 3 came up on insta. during a chase scene, someone says "Tokyo drift, mothafucka"

the original super troopers came out in 01. ff2 came out in 06.

it has been 20 years dude. an entire generation has no clue what you're even referencing.

wip drawing

i drew vhs glitches for a job and unfortunately i’m really into it (wip)

trying to open an X (formerly Twitter) link and my phone asks "choose what to do" and the options are X and X

as broken as bsky is sometimes, its important to remember it could be worse

i prefer to think of it like child birth