Awake 4:31am

Foxes
Fears
Birds
First Light

Cat is restless

Hope hiding under the bed

Emptiness doesn’t feel empty

Do they all think we’re stupid? Everything can always evidenced in a tweet, post or on film so I don’t understand (presumably as I’m #AuDHD) why they still attempt to deny things?

What have Jon and a blunt pencil got in common?

Sulphur

🙄

A white cat with black spots leaning on the arm of a brown leather chair with his front paws folded under his body. Behind him is a bookshelf and TV

Good morning

#cat #cats #catsofbluesky

2 large beasts, one clawed arms and fingers extended has a wide head, & mouth, sturdy legs and hairy body looking straight ahead. The other has a very spotty head thin legs and is holding a large stick threatening a flying bug. 2 smaller beasts one with a spiky shell the other has a round body thin neck and wider head, with grass growing on top, 2 eyes small mouth

‘Nothing happened except solar flares and comets’

#Biro #Birobeasts #AuDHD #TornadoHead

A white cat with black spots in a pouch on a cat tree with his front paws resting on the side. Behind him is a window covered with green curtains with a tiny line of light shining through

Good morning

#cat #cats #catsofbluesky

Tough week

no time or head space to draw
All assessments and forms

Friday was bad news day

Drawn for biro practice
for 2 days solid since
so I don’t think about it

Head tired
Hands tired

Sigh

It’s like a monster in your pocket except it’s in your head :(

Doing same now here after waking early it’s on me combining with the RSD

Much empathy

Woken overwhelmed
at 437am
Comforted by cat
waiting on the bed

Fell asleep at 11pm
unusually early

Desperately need to sort
a situation
that’s Growing my RSD

Oh no.

Loved their music since Crann Úll
Privileged to have seen them live in early 90’s

Very sad :(

Today, TANECHAN is showing me a new place to play. TANECHAN is a wonderful friend who always manages to find great spots before anyone else.

#Illustration
#LineArt
#CommentPls

A white cat with black spots with his eyes mostly closed and tongue slightly out. Background is a blurry wooden dresser, open bedroom door, and open closet

Goodnight

#cat #cats #catsofbluesky

Vascular and airborne!

Research world littered with ‘Klingons’ desperate to remain relevant for OOD theory proven erroneous by new findings & us autistic people supposed to hate change?

Research grows understanding

I trained when they debated & most poo pooed Dino warm bloodedness & bird ancestry

“Tail drag’ers”

I found a beautiful cat taking kids to school early, moved him gently, found his name & a telephone number on collar. It was v difficult but I rang to let them know.

28yrs later I still remember his name ‘Buster’ & the tears when was collected & their undeserved thanks as I’d called & stood guard

If an artist does only YCHs, that's okay.
It an artist does raffles and you never win, that's okay.
If an artist handpicks who they want to draw each time, that's okay.
If an artist only draws for the same 4 people every time, that's okay.

Be happy that the artist is thriving and happy.

Ffs isn’t that the whole point of science research??? Especially geology/Palaeontology

3,2,1, Go!

What are those figures in the sun supposed to be ? The centre one has ‘Sauron’ vibes

#Blasphemy

There’s something so liberating about posting art and not caring for likes or attention anymore. Just for the fun of it.

Truth! EPSTEIN Files NOW!

Ps that’s not a quote it’s how I feel as an AuDHD pattern finder - Dad introduced me to his writing and have never forgotten its so important and the imbalance I feel accounts for us being where we are now :(

I need
to stop thinking
then maybe I wouldn’t
get hurt by people
while
caring about people too much

Sounds like the Cat is destroying his litter box downstairs

5:32am

:0

The consequences of ‘Belief replacing science’ feels a personal horror to me :(

Carl Sagan put it so well

Me: Must keep dream alive
Autism: yes at all costs
ADHD: we start again tomorrow
AuDHD: must keep to path, pattern so obvious, must solve this or people will continue to get hurt, can’t tell anyone how tired I am trying to make this happen
RSD: you completely failed
Trauma: I’ve been expecting you

Long ago, a cat died from being fed four minutes past feeding time. Cats have told their children of this for 3,000 generations.

4:35am
Woken up
Nightmare asleep
and seems that way awake too
feel physically sick
Cat trying to comfort me
:(