first vgen commission whoa

#digitalart #fantasy

#commission #moon #scifi

it does get tiring sometimes. but what can i do.

funny little video i did in ksp for my spaceplane (someone will get what this video is based on, i just know it)

#steampunk #conceptart

commission work

Happy Transgender Day of Visibility!!! 🏳️‍⚧️🔪

go

a person wearing a t-shirt that says " i love you " ALT: a person wearing a t-shirt that says " i love you "

god im such an attention seeker i yearn to be not lonely

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secrets

#blame #marathon #marathonthegame #fanart

marathon manga cover mm

what is even the point anymore

i have two moods

#conceptart #commission #artistsonbluesky #digitalart #art

station timelapse

music: marathon ost - burn the boats

posters

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unity

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im seeing a psychiatrist and im medicated so idk perhaps

sorry, and thank you for trying, i have to lay down but i shouldnt because i have to finish a lot of things, something im actually beginning to be constantly in denial of soemtimes

im really sorry for all this, this isnt the first time you tried to help me

i was in college and i didnt really outwardly express all this, nobody could have known i think

im weird in the sense that i fidget and i feel anxious for many things, i dont understand social cues as much as other people, i feel uncomfortable when theres alot of people around, im just insufferable this way i guess

im most likely already on thin ice because

1. im weird
2. im dull and uninteresting
3. i barely join their presence

i feel like perhaps im just fated to be alone, and maybe thats for the best

i have friends but id rather say im fine than attempt to explain my bullshir

i dont want to burden anybody tbh, sorry actually btw if i got you embroiled in this but people i know have their own plans, i wouldnt wanna be in the way of that so i never tell them

i have to be, how am i supposed to get better if i dont push myself

im really sorry for troubling you im sorry

im sorry its not your fault i dont know what im doing anymore thank you for trying tonhelp im just i dontbknow

theres no more point in explaining im sorry

its genuinely over for me i screwed up

i fucked up everything

icant explain everything anymore