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Posts by Lín Yuèxià || 林玥夏
// Take care of yourself. Grieve however you need to. Everything sucks right now, but you've got a whole community ready to support you if you need it <3
Yuexia frowned, looking disappointed.
"My magic always drains quickly during combat. I can hold a shield for hours, but one attack takes a lot out of me."
"What about you, what are your pronouns?"
--as possible.
-- they would be. Reluctantly, Yuexia began to eat some of the offered food.
"Who is your... pack?"
This man doesn't really seem... human. Maybe a mutant, or perhaps a new kind of person from this world.
Not knowing what else to do, Yuexia tried to make themself look as unintimidating--
"That's the most aggressive way anyone has ever said they saved me. Um, thank you, I think."
They shifted to slowly stand up. They're not sure they want to eat anything prepared by this, admittedly very scary, man, but they haven't eaten in days, and it's like he said, if he wanted them dead --
— She knew she made the right choice. She did. It might just take a minute for it to sink in.
— Was it a mistake not to give it a chance? Would she have felt less lonely with a child, even if she hated how it came to be?
As these thoughts turned over in her head, Yuexia began to cry, feeling more lonely than she ever had before. —
—couldn't bring that baby into the world.
She was recovering now. There was plenty of time to think about it all now.
She wondered if the baby truly would have been evil like she believed. Nothing like it had ever been born before, so was she too hasty in calling it a monster? —
—effect at all.
Luckily, this world was full of mystics and scientists of many types. She was grateful to have met some that could help.
Eventually, it was determined that the fetus would have to be surgically removed and magically quarantined. It was awful for Yuexia, but she knew she—
—she was almost certain that she wouldn't have been able to terminate. This wasn't a normal pregnancy. For one, she was meant to be infertile. No making or carrying babies, or so she thought. Secondly, this was a demon baby. There was only a small chance that human abortifacients would have any—
SOLO THREAD (themes of pregnancy, and abortion, and implied/refered sexual assault ahead, you have been warned.)
She was wondering why she couldn't shift into her male form. The temporary curse of pregnancy was better than permanently losing the ability she supposed.
When she first found out—
"I really don't care either way," they shrugged.
"Ugh, I miss my male form."
"Oh my god, that's gorgeous!"
"Absolutely!"
Denim jeans with like buckles and shit on them. Very cool.
"I'm ready!" They call to him, showing off their sick pants.
Yuexia resurfaces, their hair soaked and stuck to their face.
"Okay, I want to be a mermaid princess, what about you?"
"Okay!" Yuexia scans the racks of clothing to find something in her size.
They wade into the water happily and dive under when they get deep enough.
"Sure, let me know when you're ready, I have something in mind."
"Let's go play mermaids!"
"We should both pick something out to try on."
A woman modeling a dark green bikini.
"Hopefully this thing holds up okay, it was kinda cheap..."
They pull him into a small alt fashion store. "Isn't this place cool? I found it online."
"I gotta go get my swimsuit on, one minute!"
"It'll be super fun!" They grab his hand.
"Wanna go swimming and play mermaids?"
"Thank you. Do you wanna go shopping? I want to try on some punk clothes."