I feel like I’m not safe and I just want to be okay

why can’t the thoughts just stop.. Why do I feel like im stuck as a teenager again.. I can’t move on or heal. I need help

this anxiety and paranoia is going to kill me, the suicidal ideations and thoughts are so strong. why can’t I just breathe and learn to be kind to myself

everything around me is overwhelming and it feels like i can’t ever be human. I want to live and be alive but it’s getting harder

this anxiety and panic is going to kill me :(

Thoughts feel like a sharp scalpel across my brain cutting it open and making me bleed to death

I’m not okay

I don’t go here anymore but I am genuinely shocked at the poison I see when I go on Twitter and it’s just trans people from 4chan being genuinely transphobic and harmful

bleh

dug out a top in my closet a while back

bweh

i dont know what to do and i feel like garbage

literally was about to drop everything and take the scariest plunge of my life with you, and i respect that youre open and maybe poly but tell u that im closed and u say that u cant be with me. and i respect that and im so much happier that we can be happy seperately. but this is just. ugh.

i was so happy being just friends and im happier being silly and gay with you as friends. but now just saying that actually wait maybe this was a bad idea maybe i do want a relationship after im learning to fucking move on hurts so fucking much ... why....

trying to be okay with us being friends. missing me is one thing but i dont know if u miss me bc u wanna be with me or u miss me bc ur roommate isnt there to be gay with you. ugh..

how could we agree that we cant be together bc u said ur too gay and open and are more comfier being with other people and im closed but then a few days later say u miss me so much and then even say u might just throw it all away just so u can be with me. why would you say that to me when im just

this is u !

Happy 10th Anniversary Undertale!!!!(ﾉ*>∀<)ﾉ🎉🎉

Thank you for changing my whole life and allowing me to make memories with people who loves the games as I did ♡(⑉´ ▿｀⑉)

#Undertale #Undertale10thAnniversary #undertale10周年

this is how ive been feeling despite not wanting to lately,, oughghg so many complicated emotions in my heart

cutee

such complicated feelings everywhere i go ..

thatd be nice,,

ofcc it fits u rly well n i love how it looks i rly want one !

cuteeee

hurriedly adding this to my bio bc im noticing some ppl i DONT WANT SEEING MY STUF is interacting w/ me

haii

Woof

rawr

New outfit 💕

dick from a girl who needs adderall to clean her room

filled with hatred and anger but at least I have a cute skirt

I’m evil now