my playstation 5 decided to die a few days before sony raises prices. what a cold bitch

finally opened and used fancy body wash i got for christmas and omg my shower game makes me feel so pampered now

my hand me down waffle iron died this morning while i was about to make waffles

not to be dramatic but it was my favorite appliance and they don’t make the model anymore

im emotionally distraught

mom has been telling me to chill the fuck out
friends have been telling me to chill the fuck out
maybe i should chill the fuck out

cat got spooked and jumped onto me and somehow scratched my lip 🥲 it was just a shadow

every day i think about Him

ahh mr sanderson doesn’t do a lot of romance so idk :(

officially a mortgage girlie now we love big adult debt 💅

real talk tho it feels absolutely vile to owe this much money

not mistborn but his other big series. had to stop reading at the fifth bc the books got so bloated. love his standalones tho

what is it about the holidays making my exes come out of the woodwork

tigers

- being happy with being alone and not seeking validation from others. this includes not putting energy into one-sided relationships and friendships

overall i am proud of what i achieved this year and feel like i have a good foundation to support myself in 2026

things to continue:
- reading (i somehow read a lot more during the winter than summer)
- going to the gym and walks when i wfh
- prioritizing things that help with my self image and quality of life (such as breast reduction. plan on getting deviated septum checked out sometime this year)

2026 resolutions:
- start actively budgeting
- continue low buy (will be made difficult as i have to make a few big purchases for new house such as washer/dryer and stuff like curtains, etc)
- contribute to roth ira and investments (even if low amount while paying off student and car loans)
(cont.)

things i can do better:
- stop spending money on video games unless i have absolutely nothing to play
- work to pay off car loan as much as possible as interest rate is not great

2025 resolutions review:
- low buy: did better first half of the year than second, but saw i can make do with what i have just fine
- spent less on travel
- cut down on subscriptions, eating out, etc
- paid off 6k of credit card debt
- biggest expense was buying my car at end of the lease

brother is staying over and saw he was bored so i booted up dark souls and he’s on it like the elden ring addict that he is 🙂‍↕️ proud of him

oh and i got another cat (i know…) mr tuna

was scrolling through my photos to find a meme reaction and of course i still have photos of my ex there and jcudnsnsnksks i just want to die

this shit the most stressful thing on earth oh. my. GOD.

so like i might be buying a house? (condo)

it’s always so crazy to me how i’ve been back in italy barely a week and lost so much weight

everything is just tailored for walking and eating wholesome food

so disappointing when a recipe developer you trust falls short 😭 wdym these peach oats are bland af

indeed :( ya girl getting more blind lol

love dropping $400+ at the eye doctor smh it expensive being blind

Concept art by Kazuo Oga for Pom Poko (1994), dir. Isao Takahata, Studio Ghibli

a perfectly ripe peach cures my depression faster than any SSRI ever could

not my oceanography prof going off about this all the way back in 2016. scientists have seen this coming for a long time. guess it finally got to the point where people care now…

my cat has started napping in my washer and now i have to triple check before starting any laundry 🥴

games with 50 GB+ updates should just NOT