Why does space give me panic feelings ???

The anxiety cancels out the seldom overeating, weirdly, I’ve been maintaining 120 since I was 22

Every time I wanna slip i Remember

Pictured me , 15 , immediately after stepping on a scale for the first time

I’ve been high for 3 years it keeps the demons away

I miss the drama of eðtŵt,,,, it was fun

actuallywhatifimissbeingsickintheheadandddyinglol

And what if I AM him? What of it

When the autism triggers the ocd and that starts the checking/panic, then the dominos hit on the depression and trauma. We r ballin so hard on so much anxiety meds and weed

Autism wins today. hash browns and corn dog. I have not eaten since Friday bc of guilt/anxiety lol at least it’s something

If I leave the house I’ll spend money. If I don’t leave the house I will get drunk and feel useless. Sigh

I ate 5 bites of my dinner someone congratulate me

Drank my shaky shaky for the day now time to play mc and dissociate

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