Cant sleep. Brain too wired. RIP me at work in a few hours.

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I got my dream job at disney guys.

I fucking did it.

Honestly, getting frustrated and a little depressed that ive still not heard anything on that interview. I get it, stuff happens but i'd like to know anything at this point.

Picked up two doubles this week cause working helps keep my mind off of the doubts and anxiety 🥲

Got an email saying the hiring process has been delayed and I wont hear back until end of March/beginning of April 😭

Still havent heard anything from job interview 😞 trying to stay positive but also really starting to feel the doubt sinking in.

Interview tomorrow with directors.

Anxiety is at an all time high 🥲

330AM anxiety

Cant wait to be done with monday

2nd interview is next week and im just stressed. I have no clue how to prepare for this interview.

I GOT A 2ND INTERVIEW WITH THE DIRECTORS.

AAAAAAAAAAA.

Holy SHIT I love it so much haha

I feel like my interview really really well??? I tripped on one question a little but overall I feel way more confident in my answers for this interview.

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Interview is tomorrow.

Spent the last 3 hours writing the interview questions from last time down and making good responses to them. Going to study the shit out of it. Here's hoping I dont just blank :')

Is having a notebook out for an in-person interview frowned upon? 😭 sometimes I feel it wouldve helped me with longer questions to write down kinda what Id said

I landed another interview for K9. Im anxious for sure.

Gimme your best interview tips ;;

He's gone. He left peacefully surrounded by myself, my husband, my son, and my MiL. My daughter asked to wait outside and we respected that. Got to have a bunch of snacks beforehand. Even oreos.

Run free now, Ben ❤️ we will always miss you.

Ben's appointment has been made for 1130AM.

Heartbroken, but I know this is the right thing to do.

Reality is setting in that Im going yo have to say goodbye finally to Ben soon. At 11, hes struggling more than I can allow.

This dog was the dog that started it all and will always be the best of boys.

Im the only person my managers trust to do shit :')

I had to change all the screen area at studios today.

I got talked to about why im not applying for manager by my Sr manager lmao

Two times this week I have been supposed to work only 7 hours then that turned into 11 & 1/2 with no lunch 🥴

First day of my last semester of college 🎉

I hope one day my kids realize that I worked constant 60+ hours a week so that they can always have an amazing Christmas.

They deserve it though ❤️

Finished both classes this semester with As. Only two more classes to go 🥹

Going to try my best to not be depressed but I got turned down for the job. No official email but dashboard switched to no longer in consideration.

This is just a serious blow to my self esteem.

Little update;
I haven't heard anything still.. I guess some people have gotten emails for 2nd interviews happening this week and its depressing because generally that means I didnt make the cut. Im trying to stay hopeful but at this point, im doubting I made it..

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Been really stressed out lately with waiting on job possibilities and school stuff being due(team projects are so gd annoying)

But @neltruin.bsky.social got me final fantasy tactics

Idk i love my friends

Job interview done. It was stressful but I think i did okay. I know I could've done a bit better though and its going to bother me, but I think I did answer some questions really strong

I dont think ive ever been so nervous.

My interview is Wednesday afternoon and the anxiety is really hitting me lately.

Any tips? :c I wish I was still on anxiety meds but here we are.