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I like the snow

Wait, June now?

I don't know if that's a good sign or a bad one.

The space bus looks cool though...not really into passenger missions but the design is neat.

Sorry, I will push this stream out to tomorrow and do tomorrows stream on Friday, been running myself a bit too hard this week and need some more sleep

For the third time in 3 days I have shown up to visit my partner in hospital to find she has been shifted to a entirely different ward...no phone call at any point.

Ask for her doctor to ring me since I have concerns and work...no phone call

Formal mental health assessment...guess what?

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Again medical professionals seem to lack basic logic

Me: what meds do you have her on?

Them: we need her more alert to give her meds

Me: How do you imagine she gets more alert without the meds that will make her more alert?

Them: um.... we put her on a hydration drip?

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For the first time in about 4 days she actually wants to sleep...they must have given her the REALLY good drugs this time.

Got the dogs fed and sorted and went into ED to check on her and they have decided to do a CT scan for a known mental health condition... doesn't hurt I guess but makes me feel like the lines of communication have fallen over somewhere here

Tonight has made it clear that I cannot look after my partner at home in the state she is in, she has been taken to hospital where she can get better care.

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The mental health nurses will be back later today and tomorrow to help assess her state of mind and manage her meds...so there is at least a plan now

Yelling at people largely worked, along with the phrase "maybe I should contact the media" (funny that) but after a bit of debate between the ambulance service and mentally health team a plan actually happened and nurses showed up with better drugs... getting her to take it was a huge battle.

unfortunately the real life issues are now at crisis point so no stream today while I ring up and yell at people until I get some action happening.

Hopefully I will be back tomorrow.

yeah, once she start down this path the emotional regulation is too bad to talk her around, she can logically know your right but it doesn't change anything...and she's deep into a crisis event now, its likely she will need to be hospitalized but I hate doing it because she hates it there.

I am doing ok for now, might go to pieces later who knows?

I am going to play a bit more hardball with them today, hopefully someone with some level of authority is actually around during the weekend.

It's now almost midnight and to my complete lack of surprise no-one called me back.

Thanks man

At least they called the mental health crisis team and explained I wasn't overreacting about ringing them multiple times today (each time "someone will call you back"...each time it never happened).

The mental health team talked to me on the ambulance teams cell...and promised to call me back...FML

At least they called the mental health crisis team and explained I wasn't overreacting about ringing them multiple times today (each time "someone will call you back"...each time it never happened).

The mental health team talked to me on the ambulance teams cell...and promised to call me back...FML

She didn't sleep last night, is barely coherent, very visibly distressed and has not eaten in 3 days...so I decided to call an ambulance.

She just screamed at them and hid under a blanket so they couldn't do anything.

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Such is the way of things

Some IRL issues going on this week but will try and keep to this schedule as best I can

Made a bit trickier by the fact that we have contractual quarterly reports due at work that I can't ignore as I haven't trained anyone else on these yet...sigh

This is going to take some juggling but work is usually pretty understanding of my need to look after my partner

So unfortunately the bit where I said my partner was losing her mind over this is now closer to the truth than I would liked...this has triggered her BPD trauma and she's bordering on a psychotic break...trying to get in contact with mental health services but they are slow to reply like always

Oh, that's bad, no-one ever opens those