creativity gives its biggest ideas to its sleepiest creatives

sometimes when writing something, I like to play this fun little game of "place unreasonable expectations and an unfair deadline upon myself" as a treat

Being autistic often makes you bad at reading other people's moods.

Being abused often makes you hyper-aware of other people's moods.

Unfortunately, when both happen at the same time, they don't cancel each other out but combine into a terrible Secret Third Thing.

me: biiiiiig day of writing ahead.

the big day of writing in question:

fic writer moodboard

Today is National Napping Day 💤

Idk... if a developer doesn't care enough to pay actual human storytellers to create a game I sure as hell won't care enough to play it.

my friend asked me if i felt like there was a weird vibe in the room

mother fucker im autistic, every room with people in it has a weird vibe to me

[watching anora] nobody in this movie would last two days at a conclave

when something sad happened in what you’re reading but nobody around you would understand so you’re there just kinda

“You shouldn’t ship-” It ships itself! I’m just the customs officer clearing it through the border of the heart.

my friend: oh no 😭 i am SO sorry but i have to cancel 😭 please don’t be mad at me 😭 it was an emergency i promise

me knowing i can stay in bed reading fanfiction:

They're saying "Here comes the airplane" when you can see plain as day that it's a spoon. They're playing you for a fool. They're laughing at you

Remember to realize that time is an arbitrary construct tonight. Free yourself. Miss every appointment. People will be so mad at you

fandom and AI are simply incompatible. fandom is about passion, community, sharing your earnest feelings for something you enjoy. there’s no space for harmful products made by machines.

A black square. At the top left of the square is a purple almond shaped Night Vale eye with a white crescent moon in the iris. Below this in white text is the quote: Not Real is different than Nonexistent. Weird is stranger than Different. Nonexistence is weirder than Nothingness.

one of the characters from the show "severance" holding up his hand to correct someone and says "The work is mysterious and important."

"You said you're writing today, but you've just been staring at your screen all day..."

Me:

embracing my weirdest delusions by writing stories for other delusional weirdos is my favourite form of therapy

sorry if I ever give off a weird, unapproachable, or off-putting vibe it’s;
💖 autism & trauma 💖

thinking about writing VS. actually writing

“should ao3 have censorship?” is a stupid question, i’m sorry. go back to school.